with her army complete... she can take me apart off...
i changed my livejournal colors...to pink...because i like it for some reason tonight. it's a pastel type of pink so it's not too bad. i think i'll stick with it for a bit.
i need to mail in my application for RMT. i need to get hired somewhere soon. i'm just slacking and i have this fear that i might return to mcdonald's and be like 9284234lfjea;lksjfl;fj;eoija!!!??!?! because the job is bull shit. plus, a former manager is coming back to fill my place, so i don't even know if i'd be able to get my management position back if i had no where else to go.
i can't afford or bare the thought of me not leaving worthington with very little money. i want to be debt free for my first year. i don't like worrying....who does, but i will go psycho trying to manage that.
i've been really tired lately. too much sleep or something. i don't know.
i'm nervous for my road test on tuesday. i hope i pass damnit. i've been waiting sooo long just to get my fucking license and i better get it. i have to practice parking and re-read the booklet so i don't fail and make myself mad...at myself. whatever.
on monday i'm getting a tattoo or something. i don't know. kendra doesn't have the money for a tat, and i don't even know if i will be able to afford it for the both of us. plus, i get paid bi-weekly and i need to save. i gotta move and shit! i don't know. i don't have an extra 50 bucks to borrow really. i don't have a dollar to borrow. that's because Ebay has been my life lately. so i've been spending maddddd money, but that's my fault. i figure i better get the things i super want and kinda need done with now so there are no temptations. my 50 bucks can go to feed me for the week...well feed nathan and his puppy too. just because it's like we live on our own cept we don't pay rent.
i'm lame and will probably have to write notes on everything telling me not to spend money. i'll probably have to delete my Ebay account :(, BUT i have like 92834932 punk cds that are going to be sold on Ebay eventually so maybe this will work. i also have shirts, but who the fuck is a youth medium anyways? i don't know if my clothes will sell. i have some dvds that can go to Ebay also. i have a lot of things to put on there when i think about it. especially if i can put some outrageous prices on it.
plus, poor nathan (literally) wants a psp badly, and i figure i better try to help him out with his bills for a bit since he'll probably be helping me out with bills once i'm in college--A LOT. there's this nice mobile home for sale in two harbors that i'd want us to buy. it's not white trash mobile home because that's what always comes to mind when someone says "mobile home". it's really nice, and the cheapest thing we can get for a 3 bedrooms and two baths. it's got a fire place and whatnot too. i really like it. plus it was built like 5 years ago. it's 55,000--that's not bad. since it seems like everything in two harbors is like 200,000 or 982549832948329 dollars. places up there don't really accept pets, and we're gonna have a dog or two or a kitty...
this entry is getting to be long and pointless.
i'm fucking tired anyways.
i need to mail in my application for RMT. i need to get hired somewhere soon. i'm just slacking and i have this fear that i might return to mcdonald's and be like 9284234lfjea;lksjfl;fj;eoija!!!??!?! because the job is bull shit. plus, a former manager is coming back to fill my place, so i don't even know if i'd be able to get my management position back if i had no where else to go.
i can't afford or bare the thought of me not leaving worthington with very little money. i want to be debt free for my first year. i don't like worrying....who does, but i will go psycho trying to manage that.
i've been really tired lately. too much sleep or something. i don't know.
i'm nervous for my road test on tuesday. i hope i pass damnit. i've been waiting sooo long just to get my fucking license and i better get it. i have to practice parking and re-read the booklet so i don't fail and make myself mad...at myself. whatever.
on monday i'm getting a tattoo or something. i don't know. kendra doesn't have the money for a tat, and i don't even know if i will be able to afford it for the both of us. plus, i get paid bi-weekly and i need to save. i gotta move and shit! i don't know. i don't have an extra 50 bucks to borrow really. i don't have a dollar to borrow. that's because Ebay has been my life lately. so i've been spending maddddd money, but that's my fault. i figure i better get the things i super want and kinda need done with now so there are no temptations. my 50 bucks can go to feed me for the week...well feed nathan and his puppy too. just because it's like we live on our own cept we don't pay rent.
i'm lame and will probably have to write notes on everything telling me not to spend money. i'll probably have to delete my Ebay account :(, BUT i have like 92834932 punk cds that are going to be sold on Ebay eventually so maybe this will work. i also have shirts, but who the fuck is a youth medium anyways? i don't know if my clothes will sell. i have some dvds that can go to Ebay also. i have a lot of things to put on there when i think about it. especially if i can put some outrageous prices on it.
plus, poor nathan (literally) wants a psp badly, and i figure i better try to help him out with his bills for a bit since he'll probably be helping me out with bills once i'm in college--A LOT. there's this nice mobile home for sale in two harbors that i'd want us to buy. it's not white trash mobile home because that's what always comes to mind when someone says "mobile home". it's really nice, and the cheapest thing we can get for a 3 bedrooms and two baths. it's got a fire place and whatnot too. i really like it. plus it was built like 5 years ago. it's 55,000--that's not bad. since it seems like everything in two harbors is like 200,000 or 982549832948329 dollars. places up there don't really accept pets, and we're gonna have a dog or two or a kitty...
this entry is getting to be long and pointless.
i'm fucking tired anyways.