Oct 21, 2005 12:46
i hate sitting at home in front of the computer. i have to say it's my most least favorite thing to do. i like listening to music, but i don't know what to listen to.
it's really cold outside. i wish i could run through a backyard full of leaves, but i'd probably pass out and die. my flu is getting worse. last night i puked. i keep coughing, but i'll win this war without paying $92834932 to see the doctor. plus, i don't trust the doctors here. last time i went to the doctor, i shit you not, i swear, the guy sat down and asked me "what's wrong?" and i'm confused because...that's why i go to the doctor....to figure out what is wrong with me, right? so i say "i'm coughing a lot..." he writes down a prescription and gets up and leaves.
HE WASN'T EVEN THERE FOR A MINUTE.
the pills didn't work either.
he didn't check my breathing, didn't touch me. he just sat about 6 feet away from me.
that is some bull shit.
i trust the small clinic in jackson. they actually help me. i'll go there in 5 days if i don't feel better.
i keep thinking about moving to duluth (actually two harbors), and how much i'm going to love it. i can't wait to go up there. i'll feel mature for once in my life. i'll have my braces off by then ... well, i hope. i'm going to be pissed if i have these things on for three years. my teeth are fucking straight. i'll be 18. i'll be able to drive my lazy ass around. it'll be nice.
i can't wait to wake up and make breakfast then go to school, come back, make lunch, then come home do a little homework, maybe work.
okay..i don't feel awesome enough to sit here longer.
enjoy your day, and don't get sick.