3 weeks...

[hobojew]

im really tired of this being on my mind.
my stomach is in knots.
i don't know what to expect.

fuck.
i wish i could just fast forward a little bit.
just until it all makes sense.
just until my stomach stops hurting.
just until i can see straight again.

just...until...its over and we can go back to life.

unless, this is life.
which i think it could be.

in which case...
my stomach hurts.

did i mention i may not be able to handle this...?

ok just checking.