Nov 29, 2005 16:15
I hate my school.
I hate my acting teacher.
I hate my friends at school.
I hate myself.
I'am getting tired of everything that's going on. I can't take it anymore. Everyone is just pissing me off. I feel like i can't breath. I feel so emotionaly tired everyday after school. I feel over loaded with homework.
My acting lab teacher is a moron. I told him way in the beging of the year that "I'am in a cabaret and it runs into the spring musical". He told me "
you can just leave the tech. rehearsals early". And then today I went
and showed him the 2 days that I'll have to leave early on and do you
know what he says to me? " Yeah, you wont be
able to do it" . First he gets all my hopes up that I'm going to be in
the show by saying " Oh , I can see you as this part already" and how
he is alright with me leaving early. God he fucking pissed me off today. Do I seem to bitchy? Am I over reacting? someone help me.
Sara