shy
The biggest thing i hate about myseff is that i'm shy. AHh it drives me crazy. I hate going to work because i never talk to anyone,....i just kinda stand there waiting for someone to ask for help...no, i dont go and talk to them or anything..i just stand there looking into space. I also hate how i'm afraid of what people think of me..like if i know some person hates the band i love with a passion...i just pretend i dont like that band either...why do i do this?!?! i hate talking to a guy i like too...its soo horrid, i dont know what to say, and i try to find smart words to use and everything...but it NEVER works..im just a dork..