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[hobbits_r_me]

welllll, even though we weren't 'best friends' or whatever, i still considered us good friends. it kind of disappointed me when you moved away and then never called me again or even emailed me. The only time you ever responded to one of my diary posts was when I said my son had been born. then I thought you wanted to see us at Thanksgiving, but I

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sorry

[tuesdaymornin]

mel,

*hangs head* i'm sorry. this is a really hard thing to explain. as i wrote in one of my posts, i hate the phone... i despise talking on it, no matter who it is, be it my boyfriend or my mom. and when my computer bit the dust, i had no way of getting online. there's no excuse for thanksgiving, although i was busy. it's not something that just happened to you, it's that way with everybody. i really am sorry. being so far away from home was a new world, and i really lost sight of home (which shows now because most of my friends at home aren't the same with me anymore) and because of that, i feel really disconnected at home. i don't except you to understand because i'm really complicated in my head (i even went to the campus counsellor here at school. big mistake) but i am sorry and i hope you can forgive me.

assuming this post was directed at me, it'd be funny if it wasn't. (smile)

love,
me

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[hobbits_r_me]

yes, it was directed at you, regretfully....i know how it is to move though. the same thing happened with me when i moved to louisiana for the first time. i even had panic attacks after being there for a year and had to come home and be on an antidepressent. it was a mess. you think you are ready for life on your own away from home, but then it hits you harder than you expected. so of course i forgive you. and i don't expect you to change just for me. but i do think about you and still read your journals even if i don't really know who those people are. don't go to campus counselors. they suck. go to a real one.

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[tuesdaymornin]

(smile) thanks.

hows your boy?

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[hobbits_r_me]

he's awesome! couldn't have asked for a better baby. He's just like ole Billeh. Good looking and fun!!! How's your mom and dad and your husband? ;)

[tuesdaymornin]

haha! kind of forgot i was married for a while. mama and dad are fine. however, dom has been ignoring me a little. think you can talk billeh into getting him to come back home? the kids miss him. lol!