Oct 30, 2006 10:20
It has been so incredibly nice to get away this weekend. It makes me not want to go back AT ALL!! I drove to Bloomington-Normal, IL Saturday morning to visit my brother who teaches here at Illinois State in their theatre ed. department. We went out to BW3s and had some beer and wings...had to fight with the bartender to get served because my liscense hasn't been changed to my 21 liscense yet (and it doesn't need to be until next year-the girl was ditzy and couldn't do math apparently or figure out what an EXPIRATION date means) but at any rate we got served! Came back to mike's apartment watched the others and went to bed happy. The next day we ate lunch, painted pumpkins (that for some reason ended up looking like my dad), mike taught me the correct way to drink wine, and then we ate pizza and wine while watching The Omen (which is a REALLY bad bad bad bad MOVIE. BAD.) We also watched a Prarie Home Companion (um again DON'T waste your time. BAD.)
I don't want to leave. I don't want to go back to pressure and assholes and people that make me feel bad. Mike makes me feel as though I'm capable of anything and he understands the bull shit of creative faculty members. I can't wait until the end of this semester when I will finally be free to create what I want to create and follow my own path to success.
I'm meeting him for lunch today and then I'm heading back to Muncie after that. Get this: I have rehearsel tonight for ONE HOUR! If I didn't have rehearsel I couldn't stayed here until tomorrow...why is it neccessary for me to be there for ONE HOUR. good grief.
Ok I'm out