you know what. i can't believe i actually...AH! i am not going to give encouragement to every single post that you want pity on. if i did that, you would be depressed. thats what i did to my sister, and it makes me so angry when i have to watch her mope around because she believes her life is miserable. i won't have any part in letting that happen to you. i have yet to hear something that is actually positive in your life. why dont' you focus on that? being happy is not that bad. and maybe i'm pushing for NC colleges because maybe I dont' want you to go so far away? maybe i'd like to see you a couple times....you know? considering we are friends? and maybe i'm just trying to be a bit conversational and reasonable in trying to point out other point of views and ENCOURAGING you to look at all your options so you will be the happiest. i did not once say stop looking at out of state schools did i? I DON'T WANT YOU TO GIVE UP YOUR DREAMS! i just want you to look at all of them carefully! so that you will be happy. if you think for one minute i would purposely discourage you in a bad way....then our friendship is a waste. if i started telling you to drop out of school, your never going to make it, i can't believe you think you will ever be anything! then you might have the right to be pissed at me. but personally, as your friend. i think your going to be fine if you work hard, consider all options, and not set yourself to others standards, but create standards of your own. so lets say you don't get in somewhere out of state...and end up going to app or gyc. lets say after college you don't have a job lined up because no one has heard of your school. well so what? maybe that just means you have to work your ass off to get the job you want, and just maybe then you can be proud of that accomplishment, instead of wanting something better. maybe if you went to cornell, or julliard, a job would be waiting for you when your done...but have you ever stopped to ask yourself that even if thats a great job...if you had worked to find one yourself, it could have been better? i had no intention of pissing you off, discouraging you, or forcing you to defend yourself. i apologize. now, its your turn to apologize to me. you threw my advice into my face, called me a bad friend, and told me i was ignorant. you don't have to listen to my advice, but don't throw it in my face, i'm not a bad friend (i'm a pretty damn good one in fact) and i am not ignorant, no matter how much you wish me to be. mle
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