Apr 27, 2005 00:37
So.....it's been a while..
I'm a pretty boring guy (as I'm sitting here trying to think of things to say..) so i'm not sure why anyone asks me to post..
lesse..AP Eng 11 and APUSH exams next week, I'll bring my own gun thanks..
1st voice lesson EVER - Tuesday May 3rd 430-530 with Dr. Bracey, professor @ UNCG school of music... that should be fun. i need an accompanist so if anyone knows Benita's last name, that'd be great...
anyway, i'm gonna make an ANNOUNCEMENT so everyone can know at the same time.. AP kinda started talking about it in BS Mus and so, if she was listening, kt heard...and then meg heard by accident at the end of 4th cuz i was talking to mrs. Jackson about it...and then I broke down while i was at rehearsal with kristen, so I told her. I'm auditioning to transfer my senior year to either NCSA or Interlochen Arts Academy. Some of you may not understand why, and I'm not even sure I will go either place even if I do get in (have to get in first..), but there are a lot of different kinds of reasons floating around in my head and they are very overwhelming and I'm not really prepared to talk to anyone about all of it. The most obvious reason is that I want a more professional setting, with more dedicated people (not to say people at weaver aren't dedicated) where I think I can progress as an artist and singer more than I can with the limited resources that weaver has to offer as a new school. Also, I think that at either of these schools more responsibility will be expected of me and that will be good for me in my growth as a performer. I love weaver and in some ways i feel like it's time for me to move on/forward but in others i feel like i should stay.
All I can ask of you guys in the mean time is to please be understanding, try not to be accusing or harsh or hurt or anything like that, because there is a lot going on inside my head that I haven't had the chance or the will or maybe the want to explain to anyone...most of which I don't really know how to explain anyway and I'm not sure how much more I can take right now.
Well, now that i'm nice and emotionally drained, i think i'll go get 4 hours of sleep and wake up in time to get to school and start my routine over again..
Later,
Ryan