Hate
Dear Journal,
It is back to the emotional rollercoaster for me. It's funny how just all the time I am around the people I see everyday I wish I was diffrent. A constant hating of the way I act. Happiness on the outside making people smile. While destruction on the inside, Not many people know how much I actually hurt. When said though or when im telling otheres I feel extremly insignifcant and that I shouldnt be doing such things. It's a never ending circle of hate. Insignifcant meaning people dont really care. Like deep down inside I know they care but its like my brain is saying ha! ya right theyd all move on with their lives if something happened to you. *SIGH* Fudge it all dig? lol
Hobbit
It is back to the emotional rollercoaster for me. It's funny how just all the time I am around the people I see everyday I wish I was diffrent. A constant hating of the way I act. Happiness on the outside making people smile. While destruction on the inside, Not many people know how much I actually hurt. When said though or when im telling otheres I feel extremly insignifcant and that I shouldnt be doing such things. It's a never ending circle of hate. Insignifcant meaning people dont really care. Like deep down inside I know they care but its like my brain is saying ha! ya right theyd all move on with their lives if something happened to you. *SIGH* Fudge it all dig? lol
Hobbit