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Dear Everyone
Whats up? Nmh. It's funny there are a lot of deaths going on. My friend Rob's Uncle Died...Leah McPhearson and her Mother...and now my step dad's Uncle has passed on. I always wonder when its going to be my time, and its cloudy days like this that make me want to sit outside feel the wind and continplate life.
My cousin Starla is prolly not comming up(look for a future journal when I get excited, then let down again). I really just wish that I wasn't going to be alone on my graduation day(as far as family goes). It's not that I dont love everyone it's just that for once I wish I could be everything and afterwards hear how proud of me my family is. My grandfather can't make it due to a recent surgey which is cool with me. I am inviting my teacher Doctor Klumpp though. Not that I want her to sit through three hours of boringness but it would be nice if she was there for me huh?
I feel like this is finally it, all I have been waiting for...well not all cause I can still think of a million things IM waiting for. Is that what life's all about always waiting to get what you want. or is it always working to get what you want? Hard to tell I say...Think about it kids
Whats up? Nmh. It's funny there are a lot of deaths going on. My friend Rob's Uncle Died...Leah McPhearson and her Mother...and now my step dad's Uncle has passed on. I always wonder when its going to be my time, and its cloudy days like this that make me want to sit outside feel the wind and continplate life.
My cousin Starla is prolly not comming up(look for a future journal when I get excited, then let down again). I really just wish that I wasn't going to be alone on my graduation day(as far as family goes). It's not that I dont love everyone it's just that for once I wish I could be everything and afterwards hear how proud of me my family is. My grandfather can't make it due to a recent surgey which is cool with me. I am inviting my teacher Doctor Klumpp though. Not that I want her to sit through three hours of boringness but it would be nice if she was there for me huh?
I feel like this is finally it, all I have been waiting for...well not all cause I can still think of a million things IM waiting for. Is that what life's all about always waiting to get what you want. or is it always working to get what you want? Hard to tell I say...Think about it kids