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Dear Journal,
Sometimes Hobbit really feels like a screw up, this is definatly one of those times.I dont know how to be normal, sure it makes me diffrent but some people are afraid of me and I don't want that. For this I am dumb, most definatly.*Sigh* tonight I came really close to cutting myself again would be the third time this year I was looking all over the place for a paper clip or something sharp so I could just get it over with, get it outta my system. Even now I have to hold back as much as possiable, I dont want to cut nemore, I dont want to do that to my friends. My heart hurts, I hurt, So why not right? *Sigh* Hobbit doesnt know a damn thing about what shes going to do....I gotta go though guys
Love Your Lord & Master,
Hobbit
Sometimes Hobbit really feels like a screw up, this is definatly one of those times.I dont know how to be normal, sure it makes me diffrent but some people are afraid of me and I don't want that. For this I am dumb, most definatly.*Sigh* tonight I came really close to cutting myself again would be the third time this year I was looking all over the place for a paper clip or something sharp so I could just get it over with, get it outta my system. Even now I have to hold back as much as possiable, I dont want to cut nemore, I dont want to do that to my friends. My heart hurts, I hurt, So why not right? *Sigh* Hobbit doesnt know a damn thing about what shes going to do....I gotta go though guys
Love Your Lord & Master,
Hobbit