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Dear Journal,
Well today my brother is supposed to return Bondage Bear, which I am really excited about. Him and his friend Keat"on" were supposed to totally pimp it out like it's never been pimped before. So people, you thought he was sexah then, but just you wait...JUST YOU WAIT!!! Bwhahahahahhahah!!!!
Ok I had a lot of time to think today, and I figured out what it is I dont like about this Nick kid. He wants major commitment. Which is absoulty nuts! I have only seen him three times outside of my friend's party and just yesterday when we went on a date he was like "You know I'm not going to hold you back from Texas." So I was like well I know, 'cause I wouldn't let him. Then he was like something about following me there. Ok Uhm, I don't exactly want to be with a guy for the rest of my life right now. I don't know what I want in one and I cant exactly make that kind of commitment. I told him the day before that I dont want to go out with him like bf/gf yet, you'd think that would be a sign you know, back off, at least a little bit. Already I seen he was going head over heels, and you know that's just not right. Ya he's saying if we become something, but he's so certain that were going to become something that it scares me. I had gotten to the point where I couldn't even look him in the face.
I hate to be the deliever of bad news but it looks like Im gonna have to tell him..you know..I cant date em nemore...
I wish I had more to talk about, maybe Ill update later for the II time.'
Hobbit
P.s I wont be home till a lil bit before 4 o' clock...
Well today my brother is supposed to return Bondage Bear, which I am really excited about. Him and his friend Keat"on" were supposed to totally pimp it out like it's never been pimped before. So people, you thought he was sexah then, but just you wait...JUST YOU WAIT!!! Bwhahahahahhahah!!!!
Ok I had a lot of time to think today, and I figured out what it is I dont like about this Nick kid. He wants major commitment. Which is absoulty nuts! I have only seen him three times outside of my friend's party and just yesterday when we went on a date he was like "You know I'm not going to hold you back from Texas." So I was like well I know, 'cause I wouldn't let him. Then he was like something about following me there. Ok Uhm, I don't exactly want to be with a guy for the rest of my life right now. I don't know what I want in one and I cant exactly make that kind of commitment. I told him the day before that I dont want to go out with him like bf/gf yet, you'd think that would be a sign you know, back off, at least a little bit. Already I seen he was going head over heels, and you know that's just not right. Ya he's saying if we become something, but he's so certain that were going to become something that it scares me. I had gotten to the point where I couldn't even look him in the face.
I hate to be the deliever of bad news but it looks like Im gonna have to tell him..you know..I cant date em nemore...
I wish I had more to talk about, maybe Ill update later for the II time.'
Hobbit
P.s I wont be home till a lil bit before 4 o' clock...