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[carolina30363]

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Author: Carolina carolina30363
Title:I don't miss you
Rating:Pg
Brief Summary:Sam doen't miss Frodo
Disclaimer:Hobbites aren't mine! sob
Beta: Elanor, this is for you!

I Don’t Miss You

I can wake up every single morning and smile at my lovely wife.
You see? I don’t miss you.

I can work until dark with my hands in the earth and be proud of myself.
You see? I don’t miss you.

I can spend evenings with my children and read them old tales of elves and dragons and teach team their letters and be happy with my life.
You see? I don’t miss you.

I can share an ale with Merry and Pip and gaze at your empty chair and still enjoy myself. I really can.
You see? I don’t miss you.

I can go to our bed and not think of it as yours, or dream of all the nights that you lay in it.
You see? I don’t miss you.

I. Do. Not. Miss. You.
Can you tell me why I can’t stop crying?

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