Apr 15, 2008 18:58
Today was great. Just to make that perfectly clear.
It started two hours later than usually. I drove Jabbis car to pick up Doreen and after that to get to school together. Sitting in the car, listening to 7o4 (old version). [And Vai and Mike and ELP ... ] Paradise!
At school I had only three periods - two hours watching a strange boring film about the Vietnam War ( "Coming home" with Jane Fonda, I bet we watch it only because there are so many songs of the Beatles and the Rolling Stones in it), followed by one hour of Biologies. Finished. (Nu music because bla und no Astro because Mr Theumer wasn't there anyway). So we decided to drive to BK one more time, meaning Doreen, Stefan, jakken and me. Was very much fun because Stefan definitely doesn't know how far he should go but nevertheless you can laugh about him all the time. Well ... back to school, waiting, picking Krischan up beacause of a very productive interpretation-homework-session, getting a looot of great new music stuff ( I'm listening all the time, honestly, and I'm THAT excited ... wohoo :) ) ... well, meeting Thomas there for a few minutes because he wanted to park the car there, so leaving there again, taking Krischan back to school and driving home afterwards ... well, that's what I call a good day. ATM I'm fighting a rather personal war against my homework in History, but what the hell. There will be another rehearsel of the Play my mum's directing one more time, I'm not quite sure when it'll start.
So to say ... I feel good. Definitely. I developped some strange kind of a new policy. I won't leave the matter, I just won't do this and I'll go on, fighting for every little cm (symbolically spoken) and not giving it up. I really think that it is worth it this time. Nevertheless I am so very calm, what really is strange. I'm just completely fine with the matter. So ... it kinda makes me smile, but I really changed. (Concering this issue.) I'm not that easily shaken and - well ... I just keep enjoying it no matter what. Haha!
Farewell, there fellows -
I'll stay the same old Junkie.
me/myself/i,
freakshow,
life/universe/everything,
junkie,
yeah