Lmao ok I have to blog.
WHY AM I NOT A PRETTY GAY BOY?! I DO NOT UNDERSTAND THIS! Uuugh
Went to Seattle Pride Day today! :D My first time and homg it was fun :3 The parade was sofun and I got a nice handful of bead necklaces because I am loud and cute. ^^ Got lots of pics and video, but idk how good anything is, so that may or may not be a second post. Parade lasted about 3 hours even though the site said they were aiming to 1.5 hours LMFAO It was grand though. So grand.
There were soooo many cute gay boys though omgomg ;-; I was super jealous of all them kissing and went on a little whine to Ariel, Christina, and Andrea (concert girls who showed up later) about how I wished I was a gay boy ;____;
I also hung out a little with a group of Seattle furries. Well. I didn't hang out with them. I was supposed to, but Ariel and them showed up right when my little party of 3 found the furs we were supposed to meet up with. But I saw them in fursuits and walking around and dancing and omgomg. I have to make an Eli fursuit for next year and go in it. It would be amazing and I could be my gay boi per/fursona and be pretty and emo/scene and omg waaaaaaant.
A downfall to the festivities though was that it showed me how lonely I am. All these gay and straight couples together and I didn't have, and never have had, anyone physically in my life to love. Le sigh.
I also realized I'm happier bored and alone then bored and around people. Idk how that works..
Also realized that I am very much straight/boy-gay when it comes to physical attraction to the sexes. After seeing a number of top to bottom naked women and countless bare boobs.. I have 0 physical attraction to females lmao.
Anyway NEED TO SAVE MONEY FOR FURSUIT MATERIAL omgomg
Went to Seattle Pride Day today! :D My first time and homg it was fun :3 The parade was sofun and I got a nice handful of bead necklaces because I am loud and cute. ^^ Got lots of pics and video, but idk how good anything is, so that may or may not be a second post. Parade lasted about 3 hours even though the site said they were aiming to 1.5 hours LMFAO It was grand though. So grand.
There were soooo many cute gay boys though omgomg ;-; I was super jealous of all them kissing and went on a little whine to Ariel, Christina, and Andrea (concert girls who showed up later) about how I wished I was a gay boy ;____;
I also hung out a little with a group of Seattle furries. Well. I didn't hang out with them. I was supposed to, but Ariel and them showed up right when my little party of 3 found the furs we were supposed to meet up with. But I saw them in fursuits and walking around and dancing and omgomg. I have to make an Eli fursuit for next year and go in it. It would be amazing and I could be my gay boi per/fursona and be pretty and emo/scene and omg waaaaaaant.
A downfall to the festivities though was that it showed me how lonely I am. All these gay and straight couples together and I didn't have, and never have had, anyone physically in my life to love. Le sigh.
I also realized I'm happier bored and alone then bored and around people. Idk how that works..
Also realized that I am very much straight/boy-gay when it comes to physical attraction to the sexes. After seeing a number of top to bottom naked women and countless bare boobs.. I have 0 physical attraction to females lmao.
Anyway NEED TO SAVE MONEY FOR FURSUIT MATERIAL omgomg