Jul 14, 2007 23:31
I could not sleep last night. I had some strange dreams. I know what most of them ment which have left me shaken still from last night.
After everything seemed like it was getting so perfect again, it stopped...
I promiced myself I'd never do this again, but dammit. After so long of wanting something, you finaly get it and it leaves you...
Everyone always leaves, turnes gay, turnes evil, or whatever else and I'm stuck just waiting to fly away...
*emo moment*
I wish I could have a goodbye, just one moment more of being held. But I know I wont...