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This isn't a SOS for sympathy, it's a rant. A good healthy angsty rant. This is selfish. Deal with it. Argue with me. Get angry. I don't care. More conflict in my life wouldn't hurt.
I'm honestly done with Bow. I am not coming back next summer. College summers are bullshit. All my friends are so busy all the time. It's not their fault. But I feel like I'm the only one not doing anything with my life right now. When I'm free, they're not. When they're free, I'm working. I'm doing nothing here except making money. It sucks and I'm ridiculously pissed and frustrated with the lack of social life. It's beyond depression and me missing people. I'm pissed. I feel like my two closest friends are my computer and alcohol.
I'm honestly done with Bow. I am not coming back next summer. College summers are bullshit. All my friends are so busy all the time. It's not their fault. But I feel like I'm the only one not doing anything with my life right now. When I'm free, they're not. When they're free, I'm working. I'm doing nothing here except making money. It sucks and I'm ridiculously pissed and frustrated with the lack of social life. It's beyond depression and me missing people. I'm pissed. I feel like my two closest friends are my computer and alcohol.