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For the first time last night, I said "fuck you" and really meant it. It was totally worth saying. I'm really glad that my first time really meaning it wasn't over some stupid thing. I don't regret it at all. I actually celebrated it well. This is really weird. I'm talking about two words like it was my virginity. I think it's kind of strange, but it really meant something really powerful that I've never done before. Strange...
Sometimes I wish my parents pushed me to do something. They never were that kind of parents. But i seriously wish they made me continue with soccer, or theatre/dancing, or piano, saxophone... anything. I just wish i could say that i was really good at something. I'm just an average kid at academics. I feel like i really should work on being excellent in something else outside of school.
Sleep deprived and emo,
Chris
Sometimes I wish my parents pushed me to do something. They never were that kind of parents. But i seriously wish they made me continue with soccer, or theatre/dancing, or piano, saxophone... anything. I just wish i could say that i was really good at something. I'm just an average kid at academics. I feel like i really should work on being excellent in something else outside of school.
Sleep deprived and emo,
Chris