drawing lines in the sand
the circle of life is so freakin messed up, you know? i have been reading my "friends" page off and on for awhile now, but i just decided to look at my journal and i canNOT believe how long ago it was since i posted and what my last post was about. i dropped off a "memories" care package to his parents house a week ago - 5/14 was his birthday and i thought my memories of him would be a nice way to remember him by. it took me awhile to decide what to do, go and sit with them or just leave a bundle of memories. i opted for the latter. i don't know why... i just figure that would be a bit more lasting than me just sitting with them as they cry.
anyway, i don't want to bore the few of you that read my entries with my emotions about him. my best friend should be boarding a cruiseliner right about now on her way to bermuda with her seniors... i cannot WAIT to hear the stories from this adventure. i too am finished with grad school - just need to take and pass those little things called comps and i'm finished with degree #2!!! other than that, i am trying to do nothing and trying to enjoy it. i keep waking up with the feeling of impending doom though and then remembering that my grades are in and there is nothing for me to do.
when i go to the beach this summer, i really will be done. last summer i was in the process of moving back here to finish ONE degree and this year when i go i will be totally done with everything (comps included!)
strange what can happen, how things change in just a year.
anyway, i don't want to bore the few of you that read my entries with my emotions about him. my best friend should be boarding a cruiseliner right about now on her way to bermuda with her seniors... i cannot WAIT to hear the stories from this adventure. i too am finished with grad school - just need to take and pass those little things called comps and i'm finished with degree #2!!! other than that, i am trying to do nothing and trying to enjoy it. i keep waking up with the feeling of impending doom though and then remembering that my grades are in and there is nothing for me to do.
when i go to the beach this summer, i really will be done. last summer i was in the process of moving back here to finish ONE degree and this year when i go i will be totally done with everything (comps included!)
strange what can happen, how things change in just a year.