Feb 07, 2007 14:26
school is going to kick my @$$ this semester. i must submit to this fact and take my @$$whoopin' like a the good girl i am. why can i not get this shite together?
some of you are going, "what the fuh? i thought you graduated last semester." and you are right. but i am only a few classes off from getting the MA in english too so i figured i would just do it and get it done. stupid me.
i feel like one of those circus people who are trying to stay upright on big @$$ swirly ball. i just keep moving forward in the hopes that i don't trip and land on my @$$ and then get rolled over by the big @$$ swirly ball. i was JUST starting to feel like i might do okay, and my stupid online teacher spins the ball even faster. discussion (usually do on monday) is due friday AND - feel the ball spin uncontrollably faster - our first paper due next wednesday. HUH?! what's worse is that it is on a book. the same book that we've been answering the discussion questions for, but the discussion questions that were due monday of this week (as in not yesterday but the day before) were having us read to page 539. in one week we need to be finished. sounds easy, especially when you think by this point i am on page 539 right?
the book is f-ing 1500pages. literally! 1500 pages! that means i just hit the 1/3 point for monday. ARG!
this sucks. and not lollipops either.