happy new year!
a new year, a new us!
here's to all the people who have made my 2013 worthwhile! i just want to say that this year has been a really crazy one for me irl and i am really sorry to everyone because i barely spend time with all of you, but i'm really glad to have you all here with me to spend the new year with ♥ i promise to be on wushixun more next year (if school doesn't kill me yet)! so here, i shall pen down my appreciation for all of you and hope that my message gets conveyed (this is also to make up for the lack of christmas cards this year because i'm BROKE) ((also scroll to the end for an ending message for everyone hehe)) ctrl+f your name/username if you don't want to scroll through this barrage!
to: kim (@aouke/@weerei/@chanyole etc)
i'm really grateful that i met you ;____; i always knew we could be somethin speshurr because we met on tumblr thanks to the.. coughs... similar urls. thank you for existing and for humoring me and for entertaining me and for being the other half to everything that i am despite having somewhat different preferences. i know you like your semes uke and i know you like crossdressing just about as much as i do. i miss the times we would spend texting to no end on everywhere and anywhere and i'm just really thankful for all the times we've spent together ;;; playing audi together, going out to study (but failing), going to AFA, and just going to grab food together - i hope our friendship never ends and you remain the snarky lil shit that you always are. i also know that your family matters are always stressing you out but i hope that never changes you! ♥ have you prepared yourself for jc? 'cause it's gonna be hell hahaha we can still study together this year c: I LOVE YOU!! and i hope i didn't miss out anything important in here woops i hope you have a great great 2014!! ♥
to: sonja (@lovepotentiaI)
hello mom!!! i'm really glad to have met you cos you are a fierce hbic and you are great in anything you do i'm really envious! you can write, design, draw, korean and everything tbh i'm just. how??? thank you for existing in my life and i still can't forget when i went to your house and ate your gunkan on accident OK I AM REPENT OK. despite what you always tell everyone, you are actually great at writing and i hope you can start to post like everything you write because everything you write is great. i also know that i might've pissed you off a few times because of what i think and say but i hope you still lov me because i love u mom ;____; we always talk about going to korea together but i think i won't save up to that much by next year to go together sob but if you do go again, enjoy yourself, ok!!! i'm so glad i went with you to OGS because you sure do know what's going on and i was just tagging along but you gave us the best spots and i'm just really glad to have you around!! remember to work hard in 2014 so that we can go to uni together ok (but it's not like i'm definitely going to uni l o l)!! can't wait to live those college aus irl tbh. i hope you have a great 2014!!! ilu ♥
to: pris (@wooyeol)
HELLO MITSUKI MY PRINCESS!!!!!!! i'm glad we have the same interests through and through and i know you're not good with social situations so i'm actually really honored because you said i made you feel comfortable hehe c: you're always so harsh on yourself regarding like practically everything tbh i hope you cut down on that very, very soon ok :c your weight is absolutely fine and you've been so healthy recently you're living a life that only exists in my dream tbh. you're smart, cute, witty and talented and i dont' see any reason to dislike yourself at all!!! just be yourself and don't change for anyone and you'll be my favorite pris, ok??? thank you for liking the things that i like and for going to AFA with me because i would've gone alone and became a lost sheep in the sea of people if not for you and kim (and your sister). you're always so mature it's so hard to imagine that you're your age! wtf!!! i always have a kind of Moment like oh. wait. pris is like. 15. wow. then i look at my brother and faint promptly. lmao. you're also always stressing yourself out with tertiary education and jc and poly and whatnot but bb girl it's not the time yet, okay? do well and the doors will all be open for you! c: you're super smart so i'm pretty sure you'll do fine!!! so you don't have to be so hard on yourself :((( i hope you continue to do well in every aspect of your life in 2014 and i hope you have a great year ahead! (p/s also enjoy the last year of secondary school i'm not even kidding) ♥
to: lina (@kimgayjoong/@linarlim)
LINARRRRRR the potato the my tomato and the myung to my ya and everything nice i miss you soooooo much ;____; you're one of my super early friends and my first infinite friend and i just want to thank you for like everything??? when we went out to get our albums together and took a selca when it began to rain and when we went to the amk library to write super sappy letters for infinite and when we went to smtown and shrieked in the pouring rain together... thank you for being as bitchy as i am and i have a lot of fun when i'm with you!!! you make me super comfortable it's like we've known each other since we were in wombs or something and i know life has been pretty hectic after school started and you and your drifting away from kpop....... *SMIRKS* but i still love you and i miss you so much???? :c REALLY REALLY maybe someday we should go out and get food or something idk. and i'm just gonna apologize for all the times i accidentally talked to you in chinese L M A O. ALSO THANK YOU FOR ALL THE UGLY OT3 PICTURES YOU DREW (I STILL KEEP THEM BUT IDK WHERE) AND THE B2ST SLOGAN TOWEL LMAO ilu and i hope you have a really great year ahead!! ♥ #bodypartsOT3
to: yuwen (@sundeul)
YUUUUWEEEEEN i'm really glad i met you because you're just as bitchy as i am and i love bitchy people!!! and you're like forever nice to bully HAHAHAHA i miss you so much??? :c idk where you went but i miss talking TO YOOOOOU. you still owe me and lina like pasta and clam chowder I STILL REMEMBER OK. 빨리 돌아와요 보고시퍼ㅠ (i'll save my words for after you come back) by any chance if you see this i wish you a very great 2014 okay!!! wo ai ni ♥
to: danica (@charismaticfrog)
danica!!!! you're one of my oldest fandom friends i know i tell you this like every time but i really want to tell you that i love and appreciate you so much because we've known each other since like the beginning of time and i want to thank you for being so receptive of everything of me!! like my p/a self because i'm pretty uncouth and i know you can't stand dick-chasers who are minors and you always tell me you accept my "nc-17-ness" and i'm just??? so honored LMAO. you're a really amazing person with a great personality (i define great as sassy and classy and witty and sarcasm-filled) and i'm so glad that i met you? you'll always be my favorite minho stan, so stay great and lovely! i hope you have a great 2014 and ilu ♥
to: cee (@ughsehun)
HELLO MY UKE!! sometimes i just sit and remember that i've met you as honeytofu and burninglovely and suddenly you're ughsehun and i'm just. WOW IT FEELS LIKE WE'VE KNOWN EACH OTHER SINCE FOREVER LMAO. thank you for sticking with me through the years and i know i must've become a real bitch but you still like me anyways (i presume) and i hope you'll always like me forever hehe SENPAI PLEASE PET MY HAIR. i don't know why you always refer to me as senpai when you're the obvious senpai. thank you for always making me feel loved and appreciated and welcomed on tlist especially during this year because i barely had time to hop over and you're always here to humor me or something and i'm just glad i have people here to keep me afloat when i'm dying in rl ♥ thank you for existing in my life and i just want to say that i appreciate everything you've ever said to me and i hope you have a really great 2014 because a great person like you deserves a great year! i love you the kuroko to my aomine and the kuroko to my akashi and the momoi to my aomine and everything ok ♥
to: zoie (@baekhyum)
ZOOOOOOOOOO. i just want to thank you for always being here for me no matter what happens!! i also want to admit that i always bring up your ljoe obsession because i feel special when we talk about ljoe and hoya because it was like the best time we've spent together and not a lot of people know you liked ljoe i feel special OK. i'm sorry if i get annoying because of that sometimes but i still love you a lot, ok? college must be pretty harsh but i know you can do it!! because you're zo!!! i also love how we always seem to dislike the same kind of people and i love the way you flick them off lmao you're the cutest and the prettiest (like seriously). i'm sorry for not being here this year and i hope to be here more in 2014? ;w; i hope we stay close like we always were and not drift away anymore ;;; i love you byunghuns!! have a great year ahead! ♥
to: shia (@fanyism)
BRAIN TWIN!!!!! i always tell you this but i just really appreciate your existence on the whole because we think similar and you're my role model and i'm glad that we clicked so well (I STILL REMEMBER HOW EMBARRASSING IT WAS WHEN WE FIRST MET LIKE WHO THE HECK TRACKS THEIR OWN LJ URL ON TWITTER me). i always promise you fic but i never do bring anything and i'm really sorry for that??? also i'm also glad that you trust me enough to always rant to me :') college must be taking a toll on you but i believe that you will make it through because you're my amazing role model senpai shia!!! i still have many things i want to tell you but it's too much so they're all slipping out of my mind q____q basically i'm thankful that we met and we're friends!!! i love you so much i think i don't convey it enough but yes i love you lmao have a great 2014, okay!!! i also miss talking to you a lot :c ♥
to: HATE GROUP (faye, mimi, jam, jasmin, angelyn, sab, rajin, jen, nikki, mik, cathy, emily)
my fave girls I MISS EVERYONE SO MUCH!!! ;_____; everyone has been so busy with life it's hard for us to sit in front of the computer and laugh at some bitch again, right?? i'm really missing those days :'( thank you all for being here with me for over a year now and i'm just really grateful i met all of you!!! you're all so classy and full of sass your tweets make my timeline so much more interesting and bearable to look at :') love you all!! have a great 2014! ♥♥
to: chelsea (@cityscape)
chelsssu you are literally the best friend anyone could ask for ok ;___; thank you for always cheering me on and encouraging me and telling me to do what's right and for always giving me advice and being a great, great friend in general. you're so nice sometimes i think i'm tainting you by having you follow my p/a lmao but you're so nice that i know you wouldn't fault me anyway. i love your writing and i love your personality basically i love you and you are an amazing person i don't know why you wanted to befriend me at all ;w; you're always so hardworking and smart i wish i was half like you so life would be easier :c thank you for being my close friend (i couldn't ask for more) and i hope we continue to be close in 2014!! have a great year chels! i love you ♥
to: rachael (@zitaoge)
jiejie ;____; i'm so thankful i met you and that you were willing to make friends with a nugu like me because you are such a senpai!!!! thank you for always being here and telling me a lot about jc and everything and for all the fic that you've wrote for me!!!!! :'c i wish i was half as amazing as you are but alas life isn't fair to all right. you're so pretty it hurts and i always have fun when i'm out with you!! i hope things go well for you in uni and life ilu have a great 2014! ♥
to: jingyi (@persimmoans)
HELLO JIEJIE firstly thank you for being partially responsible for getting me into c-clown and although the affection was pretty short-lived, i'm glad to have spent my time as a fan with your guidance! :') thank you for being ever-humorous and for going to OGS with me so that i wasn't the only lost sheep around :p you're so classy and so ~sophisticated~ i'm actually so envious lmao :c anyways, i hope rl and uni is good to you and i hope you have a great year ahead! ♥ (P/S YOU WRITE GREAT PWP)
to: estelle (@jonginaes)
my soulmate!!!!!!! i'm really glad we met and that we became so close because yes we are literally soulmates that live half a planet away from each other :( i know i always tell you to get on skype and everything but i suddenly become so busy and we haven't skyped in like forever (also because my phone refuses to send me skype notifications I'M SO SORRY?????). thanks for trusting me enough to tell me about practically everything that happens to you irl tbh and IF I FIND OUT THAT YOU'RE STARVING YOURSELF TO BUY SHOES AGAIN I WILL FLY TO PARIS TO CUT YOU DOWN, OKAY. priorities. i also can't forget how you were too shy to speak so you used nail polish to write messages to me =n= you baka. (i think i sitll have a screenshot somewhere but i'm not sure where...) i miss talking to you and having you bothering me all day i just miss you so much i hope life is ok for you? :c if you have anything you want to talk about or if you need a listening ear you know where to find me, ok? kkt or line or skype or whatever me i'll always be here for you ♥ i hope you have a great 2014!! ilu ♥
to: kelly (@bottomsehun)
hello bitch!!! we haven't met for very long but whenever i talk to you it feels like we've known each other since forever?? (and that's good) i'm glad you didn't transfer because i need someone to feel my jc pain along with me yanno HAHAHA and you should really buy me a meal because you're working, you asshole. also where is my bubble tea. jk i love you we should go out sometime soooon and do homework and have lunch or dinner or something like that idk (2 or 3 jan ok lemme confirm when my open house practice is and i'll tell you asap :c) i love you and i hope you have a great 2014! ♥
to: charmaine (@charjumma)
mummy i love you!!! has rl been hard for you? :c idk why you left your account but i won't pry anyway hehe but i just want to let you know that i love and appreciate you a lot because you care about me so much and it's the first time someone really cared about me that much T____T also you're one of my earliest fandom friends (and i know the same applies for you too hHEHEHEHEHEH) and i am really grateful that we met!! you're possibly one of the nicest people i know and i love you so much!!! have a great year ahead ok ♥
to: carissa (@chengzii)
hello midget thank you for making my phone go "kurokocchi" everyday because i barely text anyone nowadays and i'm really glad there's you to entertain me everyday?!?! (welp i pretty much told you this via text) anyway we're not friends until you admit you stan chanyeol ok. have a great 2014 and i hope you FINALLY ACCEPT PARK CHANYEOL AS YOUR LORD AND SAVIOR until then, ♥
to: gladys (@midokise)
i'm glad we got closer this year thanks to anime LMAO thank you for always linking me kikuro and oakuro and making my heart bleed in the middle of the night q____q. also stop calling me senpai when i'm nowhere better than anyone i'm cry i hope you have a great year ahead and i hope we get even closer! ;w; ♥
i love all of you and i'm pretty sure i have missed someone out when i was typing this out (omg it is 8 minutes to 12 and i'm jsut HAVIN A BIG PANIC ATTACK IM ACTUALYL TPYING LIKE THIS AND THEN CORRECTING THE MISTAKES IN PAIN. i should've prepared this earlier......... well, anyway, if the abundance of "i love you" in this post hasn't been enough to convey the message that i love you all, then, i love you all! my fingers and wrists are officially aching from all the typing so i guess i'll be ending pretty soon.
have a great year ahead and ilu all! ♥
