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Hello....... well uhm....... few days have been kind of weird well for me..... sumthin i never thought would ever happen, might actualy happen..... but im not sure i want to do it or if i should to do it.. b/c of sum complications... and i dont want to lose a friend b/c of it..... im just a tad bit scared..... and im kind of fightin over which "her" i would go after........
one is amazing...... absolutely everythin i want....... my legs just get sooo weak around her...... known her since freshman yr..... she is just simply great in every way....just everythin a geek like me would ask for... cute, smart, witty, likes to play games, funny, and incredibly nice but kind of just another face in the crowd to her..... and i just cant help scarin myself off whenever i talk to her.....i usually have a whole routine planned out to talk to her... but then when i actually do.. i forget bout it...... and i end up mumbling and sayin stupid things... the only bad thing is that it doesnt seem like i can get close to her..... or i just scare myself off back to a retreat...
the other one is just simply aweesome..... just met her a while back....... she is kool as heck..... and amazing...... concert choir, a model and works at victoria secret too...... smart girl and unbelievably cute and sweet, and did i say nice too?, b/c u kno u have to be a nice person to stand up w/ my infernal conversations :-) and i am actually really comfortable around her...... for an odd reason...., but im tad bit scared of her also..... b/c she usually has guys hittin up on her..... but she doesnt really like it when that happens, but if me and her ever had sumthin....... i hope i can defend her from those horny ass holes, but then again if there is an army of them..... then i guess i have to start gettin suited up in my army gear and get ready to take them down XD
well........ i am unsure bout both their feelings towards me..... except one of them, oen of their friends told me she kind of likes me..... so that is great :-), but i just wanna see where it takes me for now.....
well song u should listen to by now is True by Ryan Cabrera... just completely sums up the first one..... i still need to get to kno the second one more tho......
ok im done talkin
smell ya later
one is amazing...... absolutely everythin i want....... my legs just get sooo weak around her...... known her since freshman yr..... she is just simply great in every way....just everythin a geek like me would ask for... cute, smart, witty, likes to play games, funny, and incredibly nice but kind of just another face in the crowd to her..... and i just cant help scarin myself off whenever i talk to her.....i usually have a whole routine planned out to talk to her... but then when i actually do.. i forget bout it...... and i end up mumbling and sayin stupid things... the only bad thing is that it doesnt seem like i can get close to her..... or i just scare myself off back to a retreat...
the other one is just simply aweesome..... just met her a while back....... she is kool as heck..... and amazing...... concert choir, a model and works at victoria secret too...... smart girl and unbelievably cute and sweet, and did i say nice too?, b/c u kno u have to be a nice person to stand up w/ my infernal conversations :-) and i am actually really comfortable around her...... for an odd reason...., but im tad bit scared of her also..... b/c she usually has guys hittin up on her..... but she doesnt really like it when that happens, but if me and her ever had sumthin....... i hope i can defend her from those horny ass holes, but then again if there is an army of them..... then i guess i have to start gettin suited up in my army gear and get ready to take them down XD
well........ i am unsure bout both their feelings towards me..... except one of them, oen of their friends told me she kind of likes me..... so that is great :-), but i just wanna see where it takes me for now.....
well song u should listen to by now is True by Ryan Cabrera... just completely sums up the first one..... i still need to get to kno the second one more tho......
ok im done talkin
smell ya later