i received a revelation whilst reclining on my feline
an interesting thing happened today. actually, a multitude of interesting things happened today, but the one id like to talk about here just happened about ten minutes ago.
yes, children. i sat on my cat. it was an accident of course. because what kind of freak would do that on purpose. but returning to the point, do you even realize how strange it feels to unintentionally sit on a small, living organsim? i really hope you dont. i felt guilty afterwards, my poor kitty.
well, ive had a lot on my mind recently.
perhaps the reason for my kitten mishap was due to the fact that i was pondering something at the time that most certainly didnt involve my cat, therefore blinding me to the aura of my cat's outside forces, and causing me to foolishly overlook all signals that could lead me to the conclusion that my cat was underneath my butt. well, what was on my mind? i dont quite remember specifics. but i do remember it was important. and seriously deep.
like stuff about humanity. you know.
i think the hardest thing for any human to do is to just accept things the way they are. to come to terms and say this is the way things are. this is the way things will be. and even harder than that... is to tell yourself: i cant keep running away anymore. i cant just hide behind my past experiences and tell myself some comforting propoganda. because i really dont know that much. and what i dont know, i shouldnt assume, because whenever i assume anything its always for the negative. and thats just no good for the spirit. well, i could use in defense that history repeats itself... but then again, what if the only reason history repeats itself is because people assume that its going to? and if we lived positively, hoping for the best, whether its likely or not, that good things can happen! in order to live happily, live deeply and live truly... sometimes you have to push aside all plausible evidence and just live despite of everything.