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I need to get my ass to the mall... I still need to buy Brian a present (lol) but I don't know what he would want that's not like 50 bucks. I have 100$ in Mall certificates, but that was my present so I don't want to spend my present on getting stuff for other people. Yeah yeah, sounds selfish but come on now. I should be able to spend christmas money on my own shit, right?
(I should throw in an edit here: I will spend some of it on gift, but not the majority, y'know? I'm not spending all of my christmas money on something I'm not sure he'll even like or use that often.... ok then.)
So.. yeah but going to the mall is not fun when you go alone :( Especially when you're me and you're like paranoid and want to go hide in a corner until it closes so you can sneak out.
*shrug*
I think I'm getting better tho, actually.. Work helps me because I work with a dude that picked on me in school and he seems fine now. Annoying, but not so much a prick. I mean, I am the way I am most likely because of school. Sometimes I wish I could track down all the people that hated me and see what they think now- do they even remember who I am? For example, when I worked at the Mobil, this kid Adam came in on a regular basis- he HATED me, but he couldn't remember who I was then. Weird, eh?
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World of Warcraft time !
(I should throw in an edit here: I will spend some of it on gift, but not the majority, y'know? I'm not spending all of my christmas money on something I'm not sure he'll even like or use that often.... ok then.)
So.. yeah but going to the mall is not fun when you go alone :( Especially when you're me and you're like paranoid and want to go hide in a corner until it closes so you can sneak out.
*shrug*
I think I'm getting better tho, actually.. Work helps me because I work with a dude that picked on me in school and he seems fine now. Annoying, but not so much a prick. I mean, I am the way I am most likely because of school. Sometimes I wish I could track down all the people that hated me and see what they think now- do they even remember who I am? For example, when I worked at the Mobil, this kid Adam came in on a regular basis- he HATED me, but he couldn't remember who I was then. Weird, eh?
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World of Warcraft time !