May 10, 2007 12:59
Man, so what have I even been doing with myself lately??? I feel like I haven't posted anything of interest in a really long time. That's alright, though, since here's basically what I've been doing with my life for the past, oh, month:
-studying, writing papers, getting shit done moments before it is due
-procrastinating faaaar too much, reading gossip blogs, watching 24 online
-I went to a wedding!
-hanging out with a BOY
-going to parties on the weekends
-AIESEC stuff
-studying some more, magically still getting alright grades
-living in the library, not minding
-not sleeping until this week
Moral of the story: this semester was insane! For seriously. Crazy and insane and I loved it. It was like a nonstop schoolwork parade of not getting everything done, but I somehow made it work. So, hooray! And somehow, SOMEHOW, there's a boy! Hooray!
But now that the semester is over, and I just have finals, I am magically incapable of studying efficiently. Information is just bouncing off my brain. I really should get my shit done NOW so I am free if anything comes up (i.e. a boy who is leaving town on Friday wants to hang out, maybe) I can have time. The problem is that I have to study Arabic, and I know Arabic and I'm good at it to the point where I feel like I don't have to study. But I know I do! I know I'll get to the final, and it will be ridiculous, and there will be verbs I forget how to conjugate, and words I've forgotten, but OH WELL. Life is crazy. But I'm feeling good.
I read "Killing Yourself To Live" by Chuck Klosterman this week. I'm thinking about the future, but not too much. I'm not even thinking about the present so much. I feel mutinous and rebellious and I hope all the people I've been forgetting about recently still know how much I care about them. (Hint: I do! A lot!)
For now, I will go maybe put on acceptable clothes and eat my ramen and sing along to Voxtrot, and carpe the damn diem! Perhaps I'll go to the library! Maybe I'll make flashcards!!!!