steves wild ride ends in disaster
i had been up tweeking since monday 6am. i was finishing off my shit. hour after that i decided id smoke a bowl of chronic so i could sleep.
30minutes later.
one moment im lying in bed, the next fighting off cardiac arrest.
30 minutes of hallucinating things under my skin, my heart being pulled around.
i tryed ignoring it, but it got worse so i woke my mom up and said i didnt feel good. im in the bathroom, and all of a sudden a red streak appears down my chest. i yell for my mom and im freaking out, im like "DO YOU SEE THAT ON MY CHEST" and she says yes, i freak out even more cause its real and im not hallucinating it, i tell her ive been mixing drugs. in the paramedic van they were convincing me it was all a hallucination, and they got me to calm down. i really was having heart problems.
there were times hwen my vision was getting dark, and my heart would stop/ skip a beat, a few times i litterally punched my chest to get it going again.
holy fucking shit
i dont know which parts were hallucination or real, i only know, that fighting off cardiac arrest was real, and the red streak.
just fucking shit...scariest thing ever.
i did the same dose i usually get, one moment lying in bed, then second later fighting to not have a heart attack
theres no such thing at being safe with drugs, i was safe as a mofo. but who knows what this shit was cut with and then it mixed with a downer
i dont know what to say im scared shitless and i im speechless
30minutes later.
one moment im lying in bed, the next fighting off cardiac arrest.
30 minutes of hallucinating things under my skin, my heart being pulled around.
i tryed ignoring it, but it got worse so i woke my mom up and said i didnt feel good. im in the bathroom, and all of a sudden a red streak appears down my chest. i yell for my mom and im freaking out, im like "DO YOU SEE THAT ON MY CHEST" and she says yes, i freak out even more cause its real and im not hallucinating it, i tell her ive been mixing drugs. in the paramedic van they were convincing me it was all a hallucination, and they got me to calm down. i really was having heart problems.
there were times hwen my vision was getting dark, and my heart would stop/ skip a beat, a few times i litterally punched my chest to get it going again.
holy fucking shit
i dont know which parts were hallucination or real, i only know, that fighting off cardiac arrest was real, and the red streak.
just fucking shit...scariest thing ever.
i did the same dose i usually get, one moment lying in bed, then second later fighting to not have a heart attack
theres no such thing at being safe with drugs, i was safe as a mofo. but who knows what this shit was cut with and then it mixed with a downer
i dont know what to say im scared shitless and i im speechless