For the first time i realized how much you are like a child.
so i got really mad at jamie today and we are into our 4th day of living with eachother since the summer. He likes to joke and pick on me and its funny but i got really mad today because i realized im his mother. im sick as all hell and he says that im always sick, he picks on me for sleeping in, i can barely talk and he acts like im faking it. thats one thing. i can ask jamie to make the bed, fold a towel, dust, sweep the floor, and he has no idea how to do it. he wads up his towel and puts it over the rack, he says dusting is a waste of time and wipes his hand across the surface and says "done", and his version of making the bed is pulling the sheets over the pillows and calling it good. his mother never made him or his brother do anything growing up. i mopped the floor, he didnt understand why it needed it. I had him do the dishes and he didnt realize that the strainer thing that you put the dishes on to dry had a hole to DRAIN it and it went all over the counter and the floor. "Well i didnt know" i finally flipped out and said, "im sorry i didnt think id had to spell EVERYTHING out for you, i didnt think you were that big of an idiot". im not letting this semester be like over the summer, where i cleaned and cooked and did everything and he did nothing. I actually have things for him to do and do correctly. I told him that the reason i pick up all the time and make my bed is becasue i dont know who i will have over later or if we will have company and i dont want to be embarressed if they walk into a disaster of an apartment. He got mad because i have alot of things but he doesnt realize that everything i own is here in my apartment. i organized and moved everything and its like he collectables and things of that sort are "a waste of space". Ugh sometimes i just want to say "get used to it hunny because im used to your lazy ass and having to do things for you and i dont get anything in return". For the first time in a long time, when i was angry, i had asked myself why i let myself get this angry at him and why do i put up with it.... and i know its because i love him and id do anything for him but he needs to be able to take care of himself the way you are supposed to.