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today was a long day. to many lay overs, flight delays, re-routing...life sucks. i'm tired. i have a pissy attitude about doing this crap. i'm just not up to it. life sucks. every decision ive ever made just backfires. nobodys your friend in the end. nobodys there for you. theres only yourself. and yet u live your whole freakin life just trying to please other people when in the end they couldnt give a shit about you. im so tired of not having anybody. all ive ever wanted was just to be happy. is that to much to ask? just a litle happiness? it must be b/c god for some reason refuses to give it to me. maybe i'm looking in the wrong places. i'm starting to realize that people, guys especially wont bring me any happiness. and yet i know this but i cant get it thru my head b/c i'm still lonly and still upset that life is as it is. i just dont understand why ppl cant be there for other ppl. why does everybody stab you in the back? life is a shit hole and sometimes i dont see the point.
hannah-
hannah-