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So in just a matter of weeks, summer 2004, which I was so excited for for so many months, will be gone in the blink of an eye.
Senior year. Such a scary thought.. Seems like just yesterday when all us girls were sitting up on Kayla's roof chit-chatting about our 7th grade boyfriends, or cruising down rt. 4 on the back of a tractor haha, or even doing cart-wheels all around the yard, video-taping our every stupid move.. Those were the good times,when everyone got along, everyone was so careless and happy, and the only thing that really mattered was what we were going to eat for lunch. haha
I miss those days. When all us girls would hang out, laughing til the sun came up, literally rolling out of bed the next morning and going shopping without even getting ready for the day. haha wow.. those were the days..
Now in less than a year already, we'll all be taking our own paths in life. As happy as I'm sure I'm going to be for everyone, it's going to be so hard to actually say goodbye.. and I know, it obviously won't be goodbye forever, but we won't just be able to call each other up and be like hey.. wanna spend the night? ya know..?
Things change so much as we grow up.. and I guess that's what I hate about being a teenager..people growing apart, going their own ways.. Don't get me wrong, change is a good thing, but this is going to be a huge step in all our lives. And as of right now, I am so clueless as what I want to do with the rest of my life.
I guess for now I just have to take a deep breath, and take one day at a time. I do, afterall, still have another year ahread of me..
I wish I were still little again. Back then I thought trying to decide what to dress my little Barbie in was a tough decision..hah Jesshh lol
Let's see.. Next week will be by far my most dreaded week of the summer. I'll have to be dropping Tom off at college. And yea, I know, it's not like I'll never see him again either. It's just gunna be hard I'm sure.. That's all..
Wow this was a long entry and i'm veryy tired..More later I suppose. :)
Senior year. Such a scary thought.. Seems like just yesterday when all us girls were sitting up on Kayla's roof chit-chatting about our 7th grade boyfriends, or cruising down rt. 4 on the back of a tractor haha, or even doing cart-wheels all around the yard, video-taping our every stupid move.. Those were the good times,when everyone got along, everyone was so careless and happy, and the only thing that really mattered was what we were going to eat for lunch. haha
I miss those days. When all us girls would hang out, laughing til the sun came up, literally rolling out of bed the next morning and going shopping without even getting ready for the day. haha wow.. those were the days..
Now in less than a year already, we'll all be taking our own paths in life. As happy as I'm sure I'm going to be for everyone, it's going to be so hard to actually say goodbye.. and I know, it obviously won't be goodbye forever, but we won't just be able to call each other up and be like hey.. wanna spend the night? ya know..?
Things change so much as we grow up.. and I guess that's what I hate about being a teenager..people growing apart, going their own ways.. Don't get me wrong, change is a good thing, but this is going to be a huge step in all our lives. And as of right now, I am so clueless as what I want to do with the rest of my life.
I guess for now I just have to take a deep breath, and take one day at a time. I do, afterall, still have another year ahread of me..
I wish I were still little again. Back then I thought trying to decide what to dress my little Barbie in was a tough decision..hah Jesshh lol
Let's see.. Next week will be by far my most dreaded week of the summer. I'll have to be dropping Tom off at college. And yea, I know, it's not like I'll never see him again either. It's just gunna be hard I'm sure.. That's all..
Wow this was a long entry and i'm veryy tired..More later I suppose. :)