LIFE SUCKS
Well my car broke down again and I am being blamed by my parents saying that I am not responsible thats why my car broke down...then they said that if I dont start getting my act straight I am goin to get kicked out and if the house so much as something out of place I am gone!
WOW....things have defiently changed for me since last year...its been like this ever since I left for college nothing but bullshit from my parents...I used to think my parents loved me so much...well I dont anymore...I think to them I am just another expense that they wish they could get rid of! We'll they are going to get that wish...I swear if I get yelled at or blamed for something one more time that I cant control I will leave on my own...I will tell them to fuck of and go and live somewhere else...I mean i dont really want to but it go to the point where I have had enough!
I really hate my life...I have nothing to be happy about...the one thing that would make me happy I am not aloud to do because then my parents will kick me out...Its like I am sitting here in prison not aloud to do anything or I get kicked out...I swear I just sit in my room if I am not at work becuase I am afraid if I come home to late i will get kicked out where my sister can go and stay out as late as she wants and gets all this money that she wants for whatever she wants where when I get money its taken away from my parents...I have made a total off 1,500 since I have been back at work....guess how much of that I have actually spent...none!
My parents always take my check from me!
I am just sick of my life and ready to start something new...i deserve way better than what I get...I feell my personality that use to be so funny and joyful wearing down to this lonely cold hearted person. I dont want to be like this but I just keep getting throwen into a world where everything is entirely my fault and nothing I do or say ever changes anything...my life is meaningless to so many, and to others worth something...just all the people that think I am worth something in life either life on the other side of the country or I never get to see cuz we all work!
SCREW IT!
thats all that there is left to say in life...SCREW IT!
WOW....things have defiently changed for me since last year...its been like this ever since I left for college nothing but bullshit from my parents...I used to think my parents loved me so much...well I dont anymore...I think to them I am just another expense that they wish they could get rid of! We'll they are going to get that wish...I swear if I get yelled at or blamed for something one more time that I cant control I will leave on my own...I will tell them to fuck of and go and live somewhere else...I mean i dont really want to but it go to the point where I have had enough!
I really hate my life...I have nothing to be happy about...the one thing that would make me happy I am not aloud to do because then my parents will kick me out...Its like I am sitting here in prison not aloud to do anything or I get kicked out...I swear I just sit in my room if I am not at work becuase I am afraid if I come home to late i will get kicked out where my sister can go and stay out as late as she wants and gets all this money that she wants for whatever she wants where when I get money its taken away from my parents...I have made a total off 1,500 since I have been back at work....guess how much of that I have actually spent...none!
My parents always take my check from me!
I am just sick of my life and ready to start something new...i deserve way better than what I get...I feell my personality that use to be so funny and joyful wearing down to this lonely cold hearted person. I dont want to be like this but I just keep getting throwen into a world where everything is entirely my fault and nothing I do or say ever changes anything...my life is meaningless to so many, and to others worth something...just all the people that think I am worth something in life either life on the other side of the country or I never get to see cuz we all work!
SCREW IT!
thats all that there is left to say in life...SCREW IT!