changes

[hmntr22]

I dont deal well with change. Those who know me just a little bit can attest to that. Its not that I dislike change, I can just be slow to deal with it and get a bit flustered and/or pissed when it happens. This last year has been all about change, and I am hoping most of it is for the better. Some people that I trusted have shown themselves unworthy of that trust. Some have gotten, cold, ditant, judgemental or worse. In one case that I may go into more detail on, much worse. I've had it out with these people already, so there's no need to wonder if I am talking about you :)

A few of my friends have remained true friends in every definition of the word, and I've even had the good fortune to grow closer to one one of my friends in this last year. They all have my thanks.

Recently I have also had the good fortune of an old friend coming back into my life. He is someone I knew from out in Portland, and while a weekend never went by without us doing something when I lived out there, we had fallen a bit by the wayside after I moved here for a few reasons, not the least of which was the fact that his boyfriend was a controlling dick who didnt like him talking to other people... and I KNOW more than one of us can relate to that. :) Anyways, we've fallen back into contact, and its good to chat with him again.

I guess to sum up, change isnt always a bad thing. End of ramble