Arg...
OK, so what, I REALIZE that I have a pride issue.
I know that I should tone it down some but my god does it ever come out, and sometimes not in a good way.
My grandma is making comments like "Well, some said she wouldnt make it." and "I thought she wouldn't stay".
That pisses me off. It makes my pride kick in and say, you know what, screw that! I'll just stay out here to prove you wrong.
And I really feel like doing it.
I know I won't.
I am not coming home because I am scared. Hell no. I have been through many things and I know home is just a plane ride away.
I am not coming home because I hate it out here. I dont anymore. I love it more and more everyday and I am concidering comming back when the time is right and I know my mom is ok.
I AM coming home for my mother, because there is no one to check on her, I love her and I would absolutely die if I knew I could of saved her life and I didnt becasue I am 2,000 miles away.
I WILL be getting a great education, major: graphic, Minor: Marketing, One year master program in the graphic.
Geeze, Its like she has a sixth since, she know exactly what hits people to the core, no matter what.
~END RANT~
ON the GOOD side of moving, I get to see my wonderful friends and my baby.
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I FROM HOLLAND, ISHNT THAT WEIRD?
I know that I should tone it down some but my god does it ever come out, and sometimes not in a good way.
My grandma is making comments like "Well, some said she wouldnt make it." and "I thought she wouldn't stay".
That pisses me off. It makes my pride kick in and say, you know what, screw that! I'll just stay out here to prove you wrong.
And I really feel like doing it.
I know I won't.
I am not coming home because I am scared. Hell no. I have been through many things and I know home is just a plane ride away.
I am not coming home because I hate it out here. I dont anymore. I love it more and more everyday and I am concidering comming back when the time is right and I know my mom is ok.
I AM coming home for my mother, because there is no one to check on her, I love her and I would absolutely die if I knew I could of saved her life and I didnt becasue I am 2,000 miles away.
I WILL be getting a great education, major: graphic, Minor: Marketing, One year master program in the graphic.
Geeze, Its like she has a sixth since, she know exactly what hits people to the core, no matter what.
~END RANT~
ON the GOOD side of moving, I get to see my wonderful friends and my baby.
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I FROM HOLLAND, ISHNT THAT WEIRD?