Aug 29, 2005 13:09
I had the realist dream I have ever had last night. H-o-l-y Crap. I had a dream that me and my dad and my mom and Britney Davenport went to see the BSB in some small venue. They got on stage and everyone was just sitting there stairing at them, (which is NOT a BSB concert) and some of them walked off. Well Some how I got into the back of the venue and met Howie, and then Kevin :) I was so excited but I had to act calm and cool. He was so sweet and i told him to wait right there while I got my camera. I ran out and and came back and he took it from me, lol. He started taking really artistic pictures of the rain and a window and me. He asked me if i wanted to leave with him, and DUH, I so did. We went to this little beach house and he covered my in a quilt bc i was cold and he snuggled up to me, I was so happy. We kept hugging and playing with eachothers hands and he leaned in to kiss me. Guess how real this dream was... Suddenly I backed away, I was like, wait... Stephen! He said what? I said I cant do this to Stephen! He got Kinda mad and said "I am willing to sacrifice my marriage for you, and ur going crazy over a boyfriend? "I said I really need to go; And kevin got really mad and took me back to the Venue. I got there and my mom started screaming at me and i woke up.
Lol.
It was so real, It FELT real, but it was soo real that my real life was in it... yea you get it.
I will never forget how real it was.
See ya!