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is it bad if everything that i was doing today took the back seat to how i was thinking about one person. yah...that one person prob. would know who he is if he read this...and some of my friends may know who he is...lol...but yah...i wasn't really at school today...
and is it bad that sometimes i wish that i was at camp for half of the year and at school for half of the year...i talk to these people from camp all the time...i mean all the time...well...not really...can't talk to them at school...but i get home and i'm on the computer talking to them....talking to chloe and chris right now...and just finished talking to tim about that certian person...and i'm like wow...i talk to these people a lot...i was up untill like 12:30 this morning talking to that person and you know...i wish they all went to my school...because i am getting so close to a lot of them...its crazy...i cant imagine what my last year will be like...or if the juniors don't come back this year as CITs i would cry...
its weird how some of my relationships become so close and amazingly...umm...deep...that i can trust these people so much...i think i even love some of them....at least to some degree...and i don't know what i would do if my computer crashed....because then i wouldn't talk to all these people....omg....i would be so sad....i love holt camp!
and is it bad that sometimes i wish that i was at camp for half of the year and at school for half of the year...i talk to these people from camp all the time...i mean all the time...well...not really...can't talk to them at school...but i get home and i'm on the computer talking to them....talking to chloe and chris right now...and just finished talking to tim about that certian person...and i'm like wow...i talk to these people a lot...i was up untill like 12:30 this morning talking to that person and you know...i wish they all went to my school...because i am getting so close to a lot of them...its crazy...i cant imagine what my last year will be like...or if the juniors don't come back this year as CITs i would cry...
its weird how some of my relationships become so close and amazingly...umm...deep...that i can trust these people so much...i think i even love some of them....at least to some degree...and i don't know what i would do if my computer crashed....because then i wouldn't talk to all these people....omg....i would be so sad....i love holt camp!