List revisted
21 November 2008 @ 12:19 am
for the lack of wanting to sleep for an early shift tomorrow
anything but sleep, new answer as of July 2, 2010 follows the //
1. How late did you stay up last night and why?
2am, thinking i'll have an easy day at work, but that wasn't the case
// 2am got fed up with insomnia, forced myself to sleep
2. What was the first thing you thought when you got up?
Pee! // Pee!
3. Who were you with Saturday night?
i got off work, ate dinner and went to sleep for i had to work next morning
// Got off work, ate dinner, worked some more and went to sleep for i had to work the next morning
4. Do you think you will be in a relationship three months from now?
No, unless you count the technical term of a relationship as in the relationship between me and the person i pay money for the groceries at the checkout stand, then maybe yes.
// Not holding out for anything
5. When's the next time you'll see your best friend(s)?
see? all the time, actually "see" them never.
// no best friends at the moment. more of acquaintances all the time
6. What were you doing this morning at 7:00 AM?
sleeping/dreaming about peeing // woke up cause i self programmed to wake up mon, tue, thur, fri, sat at 6am
7. What radio station do you listen to the most?
730 am all traffic all the time // same
8. What was the reason you last cried?
i hate myself and everything that has to do with me, aka everything else
I've gained a new tradition, if i'm in a holiday and i have no one to share it with, i cry
9. Have you ever talked to someone when they were high?
all too much, that and my roommates are always high so all too much again
// all too many times and with everyone
10. Who were the last two people to text you?
rey, jacen // carlo, nick
11. Who was the last person you talked to last night before bed?
tristan's mom, andrew
12. Will you be driving in a year?
hopefully yes, but then like always, I'm not sure if it counts, driving myself nuts
// barring another drunk driver hitting me, yes
13. Is there anything that you are craving right now?
a warm body to lay with // sleep, but insomnia and sleep don't go together
14. When did your last hug take place?
this morning, when i made myself the backpack for jacen
// outside nick's house
15. Do people ever make stupid mistakes when spelling or saying your name?
Author or Arther, or Arthor // same
16. Do you drink tea?
yes // yes
17. Have you ridden in someone else's car today?
nope, i try not to be a passenger, ever // same
18. Have you made a mistake this past week?
i yelled at a customer for holding up the line // went to my doc complaining of coughing up blood, so as a result he imposed a moratorium of me not allowed to goto work for a week at least possibly longer.
19. What are you listening to right now?
the humming of a heater in my cold dank room // humming of the cooling fan from my computer and my screen
20. Who was the last person you texted?
jace // aaron
21. Are you happy with your life right now?
about as happy as ... yeah, not at all // same
22. What do you need to be doing right now?
sleep // same
23. What's the connection between you and the last person you texted?
i love him or at least i want to be able to love him, but i kind of figured out this year that i'm about as devoid as a computer without being programmed proper ai, so, but beyond that there is no connection between me and anyone, probably not even myself
// friend
24. What do you wear to bed?
fully clothed, cause my room is so frickin cold // too warm, so boxers
25. Has anyone got on your nerves lately?
that stupid customer who won't shut up and let me do my job // david and ei claimants
26. Do you think you'll be married in ten years?
about as likely as my dying from a car accident, i survive the last 4 totals, and the most recent one happened at 200+km/h // either that or i'll host a bachelor show
27. What's the weirdest spot you've let someone lick you?
a dog, my toes // 2 dogs, my hands
28. Did you speak to your mother today?
she had to confirm i was going to dinner sunday, why do i get myself into these things, its my only day off this week and i'd rather sleep instead // she asked me to take the leftovers home
29. What color reminds you of your school?
sfu - concrete grey, bcit - concrete grey, douglas college - concrete grey, kwantlen college - concrete grey, ubc - concrete grey, langara - concrete grey, open learning - concrete grey, justice institute - concrete grey, korean language school - concrete grey, point grey - concrete grey, kerrisdale elementary - red // school of life - grey
30. How many months 'til your birthday?
5 // 9
31. Last movie you saw?
jcvd // dont remember having a bad memory tends to do that
32. Are you mentally disabled?
if you count depressive so, then yes // yup
33. Who is bothering you?
myself // my back
34. Would you kiss your best friend(s)?
everyone of them if i could, cause if they could put up with me long enough to become my best friend, then they can be material for more than friend // i try but they view our thing as not that
35. When's the last time you talked to one of your siblings?
last week // last week
36. Are you happy?
i don't understand this question, there has to be more qualifiers or please specify // happy to be alive, no
37. Can you last three months in a relationship?
I'm not sure if i have 3 months to be able to qualify the answer for this question // yes, as long as i have money, yes
38. How good is Coca Cola?
its liquid and it provides sugar for my hypoglycemic needs // i look at it now. no pop, no junk
39. What's on your desk?
garbage, computer parts, and lots of varied pills that if i took all at once, I would need to answer any question in this // remote controls for 4 devices, empty tea containers, bbq sauce bottle, glass of water, id's, massage oil, tissue papers, dvd and blue ray cases
40. Last time you cleaned your room?
when? // spring?!?
41. Taking anyone for granted?
i don't grant anything to anyone, i know them and they know me cause we both have things we need from each other, therefore i grant nothing without anything in return // cam
42. Last bone you broke?
sternum, rib 3 to 9 on right side front and back, tailbone, right knee, and a newly told to me on, collar bone, all at once // same
43. What are you excited about?
icbc will soon owe me money // maybe getting some sleep before i have to get up in 2 hours for work
44. Does everyone deserve a second chance?
about as much as i deserve one, but hey, i've gotten more chances than a cat with 9 lives
// i guess so, actually only some
45. Do you date smart people?
dating? please define this word // still dont know the meaning of that word in relation to my life or vocabulary
46. Is life over for you?
it was over the day i gain the ability to sentiently decide my own fate // the day i survived my first brain death
47. Would you rather have roommates or live alone?
i only want 1 roommate // lover
48. Where is the person you need most right now?
dead // dead
49. Where will you be twelve hours from now?
working and wanting to scream at stupid people // maybe getting hit by another drunk driver
50. Is it easy for others to make you feel intimidated?
not if they have my icbc money in one hand and the love of my life in the other but both are mutually exclusive // not likely, i've seen it all, done it all, and felt it all, so not likely
51. Do you know what you are going to wear tomorrow?
the same clothing i am wearing right now except socks // slacks, shirt, socks, shoes, boxers, eye glasses
52. Does anyone hate you for no reason?
from my point of view yes, from their point of view, cause they will always never want to express good communications skill and tell me why they do hate me, so in the hopes i can try to fix it, cause there are enough sitcoms out there about stupid people with bad communications skills expressing "for no reason" // nope, everyone who hates me has a reason, i just don't know or don't care enough to want to know anymore
53. Can you make yourself cry?
yeah, i think it involves a sharp knife and the person i love its pretty much too hard for that to happen anymore
54. Play an instrument?
does instrument mean something sharp? if so then yes // does a keyboard clacking at 4:11 am count?
55. Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
yes i would make a better life for myself and have some fun while doing it, and maybe make myself the leader of a long lost civilization, so that anything i do can't be scrutinized by historians about how primevily evil i was // I would right all the wrongs to the people who are now in my life so they aren't so jaded when i get to meet them
56. What is your favorite color(s)?
grey // grey
57. Have you ever kissed someone whose name starts with a "C"?
i'm not sure about this one, there were alot of anonymous one nighters out there // carlo?!?
58. Have you ever passed out?
coma maybe // if you call laying down for a minute attempting to force myself to fall asleep from insomnia then yes
59. Are you easily confused?
give me a spatula and a cup of marital sex aids and i can confuse anyone out there, myself? no
// if i was at some point, but not anymore, if it confuses me i don;t care enough to become confused in the first place
60. Do you think you would make a good wife/husband?
If i have something to gain in being good, then yes // i provide, what more do you want
61. What's your favorite kind of ice cream?
is it cold? is it sweet? is it on some hot guy's perfect 6 pack or 8 pack chest? then yes
// vanilla soy or almond base with durian or some other interesting concoction like blood
62. Have you ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
everyone i know // too many to actually count
63. Where were you at 9:00 AM?
outside my front door having a smoke after i had the biggest pee today // back to sleep cause i got up too early to be productive since i'm insomniatic
64. Do you fall for people easily?
i can also fall on people easily too // especially when they put their feet in front of me when they shouldn't
65. Everything happens for a reason?
if the reason is that it happens to derail all my plans for an eternity, then bring them on
// yes it does, from my experience, is whenever i think i have it all together, then its hell in a handbasket time
66. Have you ever dated someone more than once?
again this word dated does not compute // same
67. Who have you texted in the last twenty four hours?
jace // andrew, aaron, nick, david, rey, chris
68. Last thing you got in the mail?
bill // does examination for discovery mean anything to you?
69. Do you find members of the opposite sex confusing?
nope, funny thing is they are less confusing than members of the other opposite sex // nope cause i don't care
70. What are you listening to right now?
humming of my heater humming of cooling fans for my electronic equipment
71. How has the weekend been?
i slept when i should of and i worked when i should of, what more can i ask // working
72. Is there something you wish you could tell someone but can't?
YES ! I'M GAY and quite possibly bi // meh whatever, if i haven't told them, its usually cause it none of their business
73. Do you prefer being single or taken?
taken where? // there is no real preference cause there is no such thing either way
74. Would you live with someone without marrying them?
only if they wanted it and i cared for them emoung to care what they want over my needs
// if and only if they wanted it
75. Whats your natural hair color?
black with alot of grey // black
76. Do you regret something you did today?
being alive // not fucking someone's brains out
77. Do you have anything in your pockets right now?
fluff // wallet, rent, keys
78. How many windows are open on your computer?
this one, anymore and it will obscure the really nice picture i have on my desktop of 2,3 and 4 hot guys // 1 on a mfrakkin huge 47 inch desktop which takes up all of it, no more pics of hot guys
for the lack of wanting to sleep for an early shift tomorrow
anything but sleep, new answer as of July 2, 2010 follows the //
1. How late did you stay up last night and why?
2am, thinking i'll have an easy day at work, but that wasn't the case
// 2am got fed up with insomnia, forced myself to sleep
2. What was the first thing you thought when you got up?
Pee! // Pee!
3. Who were you with Saturday night?
i got off work, ate dinner and went to sleep for i had to work next morning
// Got off work, ate dinner, worked some more and went to sleep for i had to work the next morning
4. Do you think you will be in a relationship three months from now?
No, unless you count the technical term of a relationship as in the relationship between me and the person i pay money for the groceries at the checkout stand, then maybe yes.
// Not holding out for anything
5. When's the next time you'll see your best friend(s)?
see? all the time, actually "see" them never.
// no best friends at the moment. more of acquaintances all the time
6. What were you doing this morning at 7:00 AM?
sleeping/dreaming about peeing // woke up cause i self programmed to wake up mon, tue, thur, fri, sat at 6am
7. What radio station do you listen to the most?
730 am all traffic all the time // same
8. What was the reason you last cried?
i hate myself and everything that has to do with me, aka everything else
I've gained a new tradition, if i'm in a holiday and i have no one to share it with, i cry
9. Have you ever talked to someone when they were high?
all too much, that and my roommates are always high so all too much again
// all too many times and with everyone
10. Who were the last two people to text you?
rey, jacen // carlo, nick
11. Who was the last person you talked to last night before bed?
tristan's mom, andrew
12. Will you be driving in a year?
hopefully yes, but then like always, I'm not sure if it counts, driving myself nuts
// barring another drunk driver hitting me, yes
13. Is there anything that you are craving right now?
a warm body to lay with // sleep, but insomnia and sleep don't go together
14. When did your last hug take place?
this morning, when i made myself the backpack for jacen
// outside nick's house
15. Do people ever make stupid mistakes when spelling or saying your name?
Author or Arther, or Arthor // same
16. Do you drink tea?
yes // yes
17. Have you ridden in someone else's car today?
nope, i try not to be a passenger, ever // same
18. Have you made a mistake this past week?
i yelled at a customer for holding up the line // went to my doc complaining of coughing up blood, so as a result he imposed a moratorium of me not allowed to goto work for a week at least possibly longer.
19. What are you listening to right now?
the humming of a heater in my cold dank room // humming of the cooling fan from my computer and my screen
20. Who was the last person you texted?
jace // aaron
21. Are you happy with your life right now?
about as happy as ... yeah, not at all // same
22. What do you need to be doing right now?
sleep // same
23. What's the connection between you and the last person you texted?
i love him or at least i want to be able to love him, but i kind of figured out this year that i'm about as devoid as a computer without being programmed proper ai, so, but beyond that there is no connection between me and anyone, probably not even myself
// friend
24. What do you wear to bed?
fully clothed, cause my room is so frickin cold // too warm, so boxers
25. Has anyone got on your nerves lately?
that stupid customer who won't shut up and let me do my job // david and ei claimants
26. Do you think you'll be married in ten years?
about as likely as my dying from a car accident, i survive the last 4 totals, and the most recent one happened at 200+km/h // either that or i'll host a bachelor show
27. What's the weirdest spot you've let someone lick you?
a dog, my toes // 2 dogs, my hands
28. Did you speak to your mother today?
she had to confirm i was going to dinner sunday, why do i get myself into these things, its my only day off this week and i'd rather sleep instead // she asked me to take the leftovers home
29. What color reminds you of your school?
sfu - concrete grey, bcit - concrete grey, douglas college - concrete grey, kwantlen college - concrete grey, ubc - concrete grey, langara - concrete grey, open learning - concrete grey, justice institute - concrete grey, korean language school - concrete grey, point grey - concrete grey, kerrisdale elementary - red // school of life - grey
30. How many months 'til your birthday?
5 // 9
31. Last movie you saw?
jcvd // dont remember having a bad memory tends to do that
32. Are you mentally disabled?
if you count depressive so, then yes // yup
33. Who is bothering you?
myself // my back
34. Would you kiss your best friend(s)?
everyone of them if i could, cause if they could put up with me long enough to become my best friend, then they can be material for more than friend // i try but they view our thing as not that
35. When's the last time you talked to one of your siblings?
last week // last week
36. Are you happy?
i don't understand this question, there has to be more qualifiers or please specify // happy to be alive, no
37. Can you last three months in a relationship?
I'm not sure if i have 3 months to be able to qualify the answer for this question // yes, as long as i have money, yes
38. How good is Coca Cola?
its liquid and it provides sugar for my hypoglycemic needs // i look at it now. no pop, no junk
39. What's on your desk?
garbage, computer parts, and lots of varied pills that if i took all at once, I would need to answer any question in this // remote controls for 4 devices, empty tea containers, bbq sauce bottle, glass of water, id's, massage oil, tissue papers, dvd and blue ray cases
40. Last time you cleaned your room?
when? // spring?!?
41. Taking anyone for granted?
i don't grant anything to anyone, i know them and they know me cause we both have things we need from each other, therefore i grant nothing without anything in return // cam
42. Last bone you broke?
sternum, rib 3 to 9 on right side front and back, tailbone, right knee, and a newly told to me on, collar bone, all at once // same
43. What are you excited about?
icbc will soon owe me money // maybe getting some sleep before i have to get up in 2 hours for work
44. Does everyone deserve a second chance?
about as much as i deserve one, but hey, i've gotten more chances than a cat with 9 lives
// i guess so, actually only some
45. Do you date smart people?
dating? please define this word // still dont know the meaning of that word in relation to my life or vocabulary
46. Is life over for you?
it was over the day i gain the ability to sentiently decide my own fate // the day i survived my first brain death
47. Would you rather have roommates or live alone?
i only want 1 roommate // lover
48. Where is the person you need most right now?
dead // dead
49. Where will you be twelve hours from now?
working and wanting to scream at stupid people // maybe getting hit by another drunk driver
50. Is it easy for others to make you feel intimidated?
not if they have my icbc money in one hand and the love of my life in the other but both are mutually exclusive // not likely, i've seen it all, done it all, and felt it all, so not likely
51. Do you know what you are going to wear tomorrow?
the same clothing i am wearing right now except socks // slacks, shirt, socks, shoes, boxers, eye glasses
52. Does anyone hate you for no reason?
from my point of view yes, from their point of view, cause they will always never want to express good communications skill and tell me why they do hate me, so in the hopes i can try to fix it, cause there are enough sitcoms out there about stupid people with bad communications skills expressing "for no reason" // nope, everyone who hates me has a reason, i just don't know or don't care enough to want to know anymore
53. Can you make yourself cry?
yeah, i think it involves a sharp knife and the person i love its pretty much too hard for that to happen anymore
54. Play an instrument?
does instrument mean something sharp? if so then yes // does a keyboard clacking at 4:11 am count?
55. Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
yes i would make a better life for myself and have some fun while doing it, and maybe make myself the leader of a long lost civilization, so that anything i do can't be scrutinized by historians about how primevily evil i was // I would right all the wrongs to the people who are now in my life so they aren't so jaded when i get to meet them
56. What is your favorite color(s)?
grey // grey
57. Have you ever kissed someone whose name starts with a "C"?
i'm not sure about this one, there were alot of anonymous one nighters out there // carlo?!?
58. Have you ever passed out?
coma maybe // if you call laying down for a minute attempting to force myself to fall asleep from insomnia then yes
59. Are you easily confused?
give me a spatula and a cup of marital sex aids and i can confuse anyone out there, myself? no
// if i was at some point, but not anymore, if it confuses me i don;t care enough to become confused in the first place
60. Do you think you would make a good wife/husband?
If i have something to gain in being good, then yes // i provide, what more do you want
61. What's your favorite kind of ice cream?
is it cold? is it sweet? is it on some hot guy's perfect 6 pack or 8 pack chest? then yes
// vanilla soy or almond base with durian or some other interesting concoction like blood
62. Have you ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
everyone i know // too many to actually count
63. Where were you at 9:00 AM?
outside my front door having a smoke after i had the biggest pee today // back to sleep cause i got up too early to be productive since i'm insomniatic
64. Do you fall for people easily?
i can also fall on people easily too // especially when they put their feet in front of me when they shouldn't
65. Everything happens for a reason?
if the reason is that it happens to derail all my plans for an eternity, then bring them on
// yes it does, from my experience, is whenever i think i have it all together, then its hell in a handbasket time
66. Have you ever dated someone more than once?
again this word dated does not compute // same
67. Who have you texted in the last twenty four hours?
jace // andrew, aaron, nick, david, rey, chris
68. Last thing you got in the mail?
bill // does examination for discovery mean anything to you?
69. Do you find members of the opposite sex confusing?
nope, funny thing is they are less confusing than members of the other opposite sex // nope cause i don't care
70. What are you listening to right now?
humming of my heater humming of cooling fans for my electronic equipment
71. How has the weekend been?
i slept when i should of and i worked when i should of, what more can i ask // working
72. Is there something you wish you could tell someone but can't?
YES ! I'M GAY and quite possibly bi // meh whatever, if i haven't told them, its usually cause it none of their business
73. Do you prefer being single or taken?
taken where? // there is no real preference cause there is no such thing either way
74. Would you live with someone without marrying them?
only if they wanted it and i cared for them emoung to care what they want over my needs
// if and only if they wanted it
75. Whats your natural hair color?
black with alot of grey // black
76. Do you regret something you did today?
being alive // not fucking someone's brains out
77. Do you have anything in your pockets right now?
fluff // wallet, rent, keys
78. How many windows are open on your computer?
this one, anymore and it will obscure the really nice picture i have on my desktop of 2,3 and 4 hot guys // 1 on a mfrakkin huge 47 inch desktop which takes up all of it, no more pics of hot guys