waste of time
at least i didn't waste anymore
now at least i know there won't be more for me here, so at least icbc has notified my lawyer they want to settle. so as soon as i get my settlement, if i get enough money, i'll pay off my debts and just go, where ever the winds of change take me is where ever i go. i don't intend to ever return.
if i don't get enough, then at least it was a good try, and i won't have to work nearly as hard as i've been doing, now with my 1 fullt ime and 2 part time jobs as hard.
i've always thought that as soon as i've paid off my debts to society that i would no longer have the ties that bind i would be be free to leave this place as i please, kind of like the one time i was convinced by 2 gay guys that i was going to die, the first time i had a moment of actual peace of mind and of heart. i look forward to being able to achieve that once more in my life.
i look forward
now at least i know there won't be more for me here, so at least icbc has notified my lawyer they want to settle. so as soon as i get my settlement, if i get enough money, i'll pay off my debts and just go, where ever the winds of change take me is where ever i go. i don't intend to ever return.
if i don't get enough, then at least it was a good try, and i won't have to work nearly as hard as i've been doing, now with my 1 fullt ime and 2 part time jobs as hard.
i've always thought that as soon as i've paid off my debts to society that i would no longer have the ties that bind i would be be free to leave this place as i please, kind of like the one time i was convinced by 2 gay guys that i was going to die, the first time i had a moment of actual peace of mind and of heart. i look forward to being able to achieve that once more in my life.
i look forward