Jun 03, 2005 23:55
Everything has been really crazy as of lately.
I went to Atlanta and stayed the weekend with Shawna. I had a really good time. Met a lot of new people. Hung out with a lot of folks. Said bye to Lauren and realized just how much I love her and that I'm very much not over her. It was really uncomfortable being around her and Patryce at the same time. But I was good. I got past my temptations of being around Lauren and what I may have done had she not been doing her thing with Patryce. I wish her and Patryce the best of luck.
I did get to hang out with the Lesbian Mafia for B-Rocks birthday. I love those people. They are a blast to be around. I jumped into the pool with slightly less than all of my clothes. good times good times. I can't wait to be back up there. I'm hoping I will be able to make it up there for PRIDE but I'm not sure that is going to happen.
Random note...I got cut today. It looks like someone sliced a couple layers of skin off.
I just got back to Statesboro last night. I have been laying in my bed since like 8 which is very nyce. It isn't a comfortable bed by any means, but it is my bed and it is nyce to be back in it.
Patryce and I did get to talk for a few minutes. It was an intoxicated talk tho. I don't think she really believes what I said to her. But I have no reason to lie to her. All that girl deserves is to be told the truth for once. Whether she believes it or not, I have been completely honest with her about everything.
The big one of the night is that I cut my hair. Like off...way off. I don't like it tho. I'm not sure what I should do with it. It still has a little lenght to it. It's longer on top than in the back so I'm thinking about cutting it all the same length and then just letting it grow back out. Until that happens I will be wearing bandannas and hats every day.
"Take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories, I don't need 'em
Take your space and take your reasons
But you'll think of me
And take your cap and leave my sweater
'Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me.
Someday I'm gonna run across your mind
Don't worry, I'll be fine
I'm gonna be alright
While you're sleeping with your pride
Wishing I could hold you tight
I'll be over you
And on with my life."