*its hard to have everything..but still b missing the biggest piece of ur life ♥*
so..
i went to orientation today...met this guy named...of course *JoShUa* lol he's really cool
he was my buddy today.
orientation was SO LONG! we didnt get outta there til like 12:30 & got there @ 8
i start thursday.. im kinda excited just to start bringing in some MONEY!!
idk wahts going on with me & josh.. im about to say the whole thing
im doing everything im supposed to b doing & its not working. me & him had a heart to heart last night when i stayed with em about everything thats going on in my life & his.
i miss having him there all the time to talk to bc hes the only person that really understands me & how i handle situations
daddys sick..he has to have surgery yet again. his health keeps going down hill.. im scared!
but um yeah anyways... life is so ed up but so amazing at the same time! i dont understand it really. some things r going exactly how i want them but then again on the other ahdn things r so ed up i dont feel like doing anything. does that make sense!?
i went to orientation today...met this guy named...of course *JoShUa* lol he's really cool
he was my buddy today.
orientation was SO LONG! we didnt get outta there til like 12:30 & got there @ 8
i start thursday.. im kinda excited just to start bringing in some MONEY!!
idk wahts going on with me & josh.. im about to say the whole thing
im doing everything im supposed to b doing & its not working. me & him had a heart to heart last night when i stayed with em about everything thats going on in my life & his.
i miss having him there all the time to talk to bc hes the only person that really understands me & how i handle situations
daddys sick..he has to have surgery yet again. his health keeps going down hill.. im scared!
but um yeah anyways... life is so ed up but so amazing at the same time! i dont understand it really. some things r going exactly how i want them but then again on the other ahdn things r so ed up i dont feel like doing anything. does that make sense!?