and i hate HOW MUCH I LOVE U BOY!
so tuesday night me & christa went to PoCo to go hang out with some people
well we went with andrew & jon out in the middle of nowhere! it was fun. well we came back to town and josh mays and tony & calvin called us wanting us to com ehang out with them @ the park & ride. so we were like alright
well we get there and i c Harrisons truck... i was like well oaky whatever. well me & him end up talking the whole time and he was like ehather i realy dont c us getting back to together. i was like fine josh i dont caer anymore bc im doing what im supposed tob doing..if u dont want to b with me then fine. well then he changed his mind and was like heather we were supposed to b together and blah blah. then i saw BIG BIG MICHAEL STORY! i thought he hated me. he walked up on me and was like HEATHER im kickin ur ass! i was like what? then he was like na.. im just kidding and gave me the biggest hug ver! i missed michael!
well thursday i was thinkin about the whole thing and was like well i cant b around em.. if he doesnt want the same thing i want then its just hurting me more than anything. so he caled me & i told em. he was drunk and was liek alright FINE im glad ur movin on.
well he called me @ 9 the next morning asking me what i said. and i told em. he was like...what do u mean? i told em that im going to change stop partying so much and do what im uppoed to b doing. but i cant b around em bc he doesnt want the same thing that i do and thats to b back together. well we talked for like an hour about it. and he wa slike when im around u put my garud up even tho i dont want to. im just scared of getting hurt again. and i was like if were supposed to try and work this out u cant do that! he was well i wont do it aymore.. he said itll still b there but not as much as it has.. ill actually tell u the truth bout how i feel. he was like when we hug and stuff he was like it feels so good! just like it used to. and he said whenever im around u i want to kiss u so bad just so i can say everything is okay and we can start over. i was like yeah i can c it in ur eyes. u could look @ me and tell me u hated me but i would know tha tu wre lying bc ur eyes cant lie to me. then he was like well what r u doing aorund 1? i was lke nothing.. y? he was like can u meet me @ our chinese place in winchester? i was like yeah id like thta.
so i met em and got my hug and stuff. we ate then when we were leavin we saw Tiger.. hes josh's next door neighbor. he was like what? what ru too doin here? we were like nothin just eatin and hanging out. getting back together? josh was like we dont know yet. tigers like well josh shes a good girl... and u too r cute together. it was funny.
well we went outside and were sayin bye and stuff. well i felt something like poke me *u know what it was* i was like DAMN i still got my touch! he was like damn it! i miss that and squeezed my ass i was lik yeap.. u know what u gota do before u get that. he as like yeah i know. then he leand down and kissed me. i was like u know what i miss? then yeah i grabbed it lol. then we were starting play the whol e"i miss this" and he was like i miss YUM YUM BOUNCY BOUNCY! i was like yeah i do too.. uhave NO idea! well he was like those guys r starin @ us get in my truck so we can finsih talkin. i was like.. alright. well yeah w went lookin for a spot for yum yum bouncy bouncy! finally found one and OMG! I missed him SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it was amazing!! neither one of us was expecting that to happen. but it really hlped our relationship alot!! im going to stay with em sometime next week before i go tO WV with Christa.
Wed. Jennipher got hit by a car.. shes fine! but the jackass that hit her didnt even stop! he stopped long enough to open the door to c what he hit and say OMG! but then he haled ass! isnt that FUCKED UP!?!
well we went with andrew & jon out in the middle of nowhere! it was fun. well we came back to town and josh mays and tony & calvin called us wanting us to com ehang out with them @ the park & ride. so we were like alright
well we get there and i c Harrisons truck... i was like well oaky whatever. well me & him end up talking the whole time and he was like ehather i realy dont c us getting back to together. i was like fine josh i dont caer anymore bc im doing what im supposed tob doing..if u dont want to b with me then fine. well then he changed his mind and was like heather we were supposed to b together and blah blah. then i saw BIG BIG MICHAEL STORY! i thought he hated me. he walked up on me and was like HEATHER im kickin ur ass! i was like what? then he was like na.. im just kidding and gave me the biggest hug ver! i missed michael!
well thursday i was thinkin about the whole thing and was like well i cant b around em.. if he doesnt want the same thing i want then its just hurting me more than anything. so he caled me & i told em. he was drunk and was liek alright FINE im glad ur movin on.
well he called me @ 9 the next morning asking me what i said. and i told em. he was like...what do u mean? i told em that im going to change stop partying so much and do what im uppoed to b doing. but i cant b around em bc he doesnt want the same thing that i do and thats to b back together. well we talked for like an hour about it. and he wa slike when im around u put my garud up even tho i dont want to. im just scared of getting hurt again. and i was like if were supposed to try and work this out u cant do that! he was well i wont do it aymore.. he said itll still b there but not as much as it has.. ill actually tell u the truth bout how i feel. he was like when we hug and stuff he was like it feels so good! just like it used to. and he said whenever im around u i want to kiss u so bad just so i can say everything is okay and we can start over. i was like yeah i can c it in ur eyes. u could look @ me and tell me u hated me but i would know tha tu wre lying bc ur eyes cant lie to me. then he was like well what r u doing aorund 1? i was lke nothing.. y? he was like can u meet me @ our chinese place in winchester? i was like yeah id like thta.
so i met em and got my hug and stuff. we ate then when we were leavin we saw Tiger.. hes josh's next door neighbor. he was like what? what ru too doin here? we were like nothin just eatin and hanging out. getting back together? josh was like we dont know yet. tigers like well josh shes a good girl... and u too r cute together. it was funny.
well we went outside and were sayin bye and stuff. well i felt something like poke me *u know what it was* i was like DAMN i still got my touch! he was like damn it! i miss that and squeezed my ass i was lik yeap.. u know what u gota do before u get that. he as like yeah i know. then he leand down and kissed me. i was like u know what i miss? then yeah i grabbed it lol. then we were starting play the whol e"i miss this" and he was like i miss YUM YUM BOUNCY BOUNCY! i was like yeah i do too.. uhave NO idea! well he was like those guys r starin @ us get in my truck so we can finsih talkin. i was like.. alright. well yeah w went lookin for a spot for yum yum bouncy bouncy! finally found one and OMG! I missed him SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it was amazing!! neither one of us was expecting that to happen. but it really hlped our relationship alot!! im going to stay with em sometime next week before i go tO WV with Christa.
Wed. Jennipher got hit by a car.. shes fine! but the jackass that hit her didnt even stop! he stopped long enough to open the door to c what he hit and say OMG! but then he haled ass! isnt that FUCKED UP!?!