Dec 16, 2007 20:40
I have some writing to do and I'm dreading it. Like, what the fuck is the matter with me? It's supposed to be one of my favorite things in the world and I don't want to do it.
I talked to my Frida though skype today for over an hour. *squeee* How I love her! We laughed about stupidities like the good old times and also talked about serious stuff. I told her I'm not so certain about what I want to do anymore and she told me that she feels the same way. We also bitched about kika some people.
Tomorrow I'm turning 22. Yes, tomorrow it's my birthday. I don't know how to feel about this. I feel like in a whole year I haven't accomplished anything, but at the same time I feel like I'm exactly where I have to be and doing what I have to be doing. But then I remember that I don't have a career, nor a job.
*sighs*
I thought 2006 was a bad year, but 2007 was even crappier. 2008 is going to be a good year, because it had to be!! I can't take crap anymore, I just can't. I need to start a new chapter in my life.
life,
writing,
frida,
birthday,
crap,
kika