all boys lie....my confessions.
but i cant do this alone :( i miss you. and my words could fall from the sky.. and still have no meaning to you...
Stranger than your sympathy
This is my apology
I'm killing myself from the inside out
And all my fears have pushed you out
I wish for things that I don't need
And what I chase won't set me free
And I get scared but I'm not crawling on my knees
Oh yeah everything's all wrong yeah
Everything's all wrong yeah
Where the hell did I think I was
Stranger than your sympathy
I take these things so I don't feel
I'm killing myself from the inside out
Now my head's been filled with doubt
It's hard to lead the life you choose
When all your luck's run out on you
You can't see when all your dreams are coming true
Oh yeah it's easy to forget yeah
You choke on the regrets yeah
Who the hell did I think I was
Stranger than your sympathy
All these thoughts you stole from me
I'm not sure where I belong
Nowhere's home and I'm all wrong
And I wasn't all the things
I tried to make believe I was
And I wouldn't be the one to kneel
Before the dreams I wanted
And all the talk and all the lies
Were all the empty things disguised as me
Yeah stranger than your sympathy stranger than your sympathy
--- I CANT... how do i do this? everyone tells me i'll regret quitting and they regret it and christa and cari hate me, WHAT HAPPENED to my life? seriously what am i doing? help me.
it's her hair and her eyes today
that just simply take me away
and the feeling that i'm falling further in love
makes me shiver but in a good way
all the times i have sat and stared
as she thoughtfully thumbs through her hair
and she purses her lips, bats her eyes as she plays,
with me sitting there slack-jawed and nothing to say
coz i love her with all that i am
and my voice shakes along with my hands
coz she’s all that I see and she’s all that I need
and i'm out of my league once again
I don't think you realize how hard it is to talk to you as just a friend. Why i have acted the way i have and said the things i did is the only way i could handle it.... i hate myself for this. I dont know if you deserved it and even if you did i still hate myself. It hurts. Im sick of being the reason we turned out this way.
*I didnt get the worst feeling in the world when u said goobye; i got it when u said hello again... because i realized u were still in my life, but a completely different person.*
dont hate me. i dont know what is going on....
Stranger than your sympathy
This is my apology
I'm killing myself from the inside out
And all my fears have pushed you out
I wish for things that I don't need
And what I chase won't set me free
And I get scared but I'm not crawling on my knees
Oh yeah everything's all wrong yeah
Everything's all wrong yeah
Where the hell did I think I was
Stranger than your sympathy
I take these things so I don't feel
I'm killing myself from the inside out
Now my head's been filled with doubt
It's hard to lead the life you choose
When all your luck's run out on you
You can't see when all your dreams are coming true
Oh yeah it's easy to forget yeah
You choke on the regrets yeah
Who the hell did I think I was
Stranger than your sympathy
All these thoughts you stole from me
I'm not sure where I belong
Nowhere's home and I'm all wrong
And I wasn't all the things
I tried to make believe I was
And I wouldn't be the one to kneel
Before the dreams I wanted
And all the talk and all the lies
Were all the empty things disguised as me
Yeah stranger than your sympathy stranger than your sympathy
--- I CANT... how do i do this? everyone tells me i'll regret quitting and they regret it and christa and cari hate me, WHAT HAPPENED to my life? seriously what am i doing? help me.
it's her hair and her eyes today
that just simply take me away
and the feeling that i'm falling further in love
makes me shiver but in a good way
all the times i have sat and stared
as she thoughtfully thumbs through her hair
and she purses her lips, bats her eyes as she plays,
with me sitting there slack-jawed and nothing to say
coz i love her with all that i am
and my voice shakes along with my hands
coz she’s all that I see and she’s all that I need
and i'm out of my league once again
I don't think you realize how hard it is to talk to you as just a friend. Why i have acted the way i have and said the things i did is the only way i could handle it.... i hate myself for this. I dont know if you deserved it and even if you did i still hate myself. It hurts. Im sick of being the reason we turned out this way.
*I didnt get the worst feeling in the world when u said goobye; i got it when u said hello again... because i realized u were still in my life, but a completely different person.*
dont hate me. i dont know what is going on....