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i sit here, at school way too early, and i wonder why i continually put myself through all this shit. mike and i have been getting along so great and last night all he wanted to do was tell me how to deal with my brother's situation, and what has allegedly transpired since. The problem that I had with all that was the fact that no one understands our family. Yes we might be abnormal and somewhat dysfunctional, but that's my family. I had no inclination to receive a drunken lecture about my life. I felt as if the situation were extremely hypocritical and that eventually i won't be able to just take this anymore. apparently the flavor of the day today is that mike is quitting school, which i think is the biggest load of shit ever created. so he'll sleep it off and expect me to just be fine with everything that transpired. you know what? i don't know if i can anymore.