where i want to be
ok, for the past 2 full months i've been constantly working on my skanky portfolio. building some stupid ass little books of all my semi decent shit from the past 4 or 5 years. ok, so that's done. the resume is finished and bullshitted, and i've sent everything out. yay. woo. hooray.
so now what? that's what i thought the hard part would be, and now i have to frickin find a place where i'll be happy, challenged, and make some stuff i'm actually proud of.... not to mention i want to make good money. i frickin hate this shit... showing people my work.... work that has been so fucked up by bosses, clients, account people... none of my published works resemble any of my design capabilities. ok, venting is over... sorry.
thanks to and for mily... she's wonderful in every way... best friend and an incredible love.... and a damn mighty fine helper in supporting me with all this crap. thanks honey, i love you. more.
so now what? that's what i thought the hard part would be, and now i have to frickin find a place where i'll be happy, challenged, and make some stuff i'm actually proud of.... not to mention i want to make good money. i frickin hate this shit... showing people my work.... work that has been so fucked up by bosses, clients, account people... none of my published works resemble any of my design capabilities. ok, venting is over... sorry.
thanks to and for mily... she's wonderful in every way... best friend and an incredible love.... and a damn mighty fine helper in supporting me with all this crap. thanks honey, i love you. more.