Crazy
It's been a while...I know you missed me. Anyways It's been a crazy week. It finally started to snow tuesday night. It was soooo exciting!! It was such a crappy day too, I was feeling like shit and then the snow made it all better. To top things off wednesday we had a snow day, it was great. I love the U.P.!!! I didn't really go to class at all this week...just didn't feel like it. Yeah, I know it's bad...very bad especially since I'm not doing all that great in any of my classes except for math. But I love math!! :) Wednesday I went to this walmart movie with sarah it was very interesting, I def. am not going to shop at walmart as much anymore. I haven't been sleeping well at all these past few days. I keep having nightmares, it sucks. Usually nightmares don't bother me that much b/c I'm so used to them but I hate the ones that involve my family getting hurt. I keep having this reoccuring nightmare about my mom, I stopped having it for like a year. It's about her ex-husband coming into our home, he has a bomb strapped around his chest. He ends up blowing himself up in my bedroom and later I find out that he kills my mom before that. I don't like it, at all...b/c he is kind of dangerous, they don't get along after they got divorced. He stalked her alot and vandelized our property (cutting the telephone line, calling in the middle of the night, put water in my mom's gas tank, slashed her tires, shot at our kitchen window with a gun). Always creeping around our house at night.
Tonight I went to sarah's and hung out for a bit, watched jason download a ton of music for his ipod...it was interesting. Watched some beavis and butthead of course. Then I came back to my room and have been sitting on my compter being bored ever since.
Although I found out an interesting fact about 2.2 seconds ago...my roommate has a pink sparkly dildo just chillin' out in the bathroom, it scared me. What to say to her? "please don't leave your sexual toys out were I can see them b/c it disturbs me, thanks."
Another interesting fact I just found out one of my best friends from back home is pregnant, yea that's special. Probably shouldn't be pregnant with no job and a 30 year old boyfriend that works at walmart. But whatever, it's her life.
Anyway, I can't wait for thanksgiving break, to see my family, and to just get a break from school. It should be nice. Then only two more weeks after that until christmas break...which I'm more excited about because I will get to see Chris, haven't seen him since the wedding. Probably will be the last time I see him for a while...he is supposed to be going overseas to Iraq, which I'm really scared and nervous about. I pray that he come back well. Actually I don't know if I can do that, I've never really prayed before. I know liz is scared about him leaving too. It sucks that they just got married and she has hardly spent any time with him, now he is going to be leaving again.
I've also been feeling very lonely lately...I feel like I only have one friend. Maybe I need to stop being such a bitch....nah, it's too much fun.
Alright I'm gonna go try to sleep, hopefully no more nightmares for me!
Tonight I went to sarah's and hung out for a bit, watched jason download a ton of music for his ipod...it was interesting. Watched some beavis and butthead of course. Then I came back to my room and have been sitting on my compter being bored ever since.
Although I found out an interesting fact about 2.2 seconds ago...my roommate has a pink sparkly dildo just chillin' out in the bathroom, it scared me. What to say to her? "please don't leave your sexual toys out were I can see them b/c it disturbs me, thanks."
Another interesting fact I just found out one of my best friends from back home is pregnant, yea that's special. Probably shouldn't be pregnant with no job and a 30 year old boyfriend that works at walmart. But whatever, it's her life.
Anyway, I can't wait for thanksgiving break, to see my family, and to just get a break from school. It should be nice. Then only two more weeks after that until christmas break...which I'm more excited about because I will get to see Chris, haven't seen him since the wedding. Probably will be the last time I see him for a while...he is supposed to be going overseas to Iraq, which I'm really scared and nervous about. I pray that he come back well. Actually I don't know if I can do that, I've never really prayed before. I know liz is scared about him leaving too. It sucks that they just got married and she has hardly spent any time with him, now he is going to be leaving again.
I've also been feeling very lonely lately...I feel like I only have one friend. Maybe I need to stop being such a bitch....nah, it's too much fun.
Alright I'm gonna go try to sleep, hopefully no more nightmares for me!