Jan 28, 2008 15:35
I've recently decided to make the attempt to stop smoking marijuana for the next four months. My goal is to go from Jan 20-Apr 20 without one bowl, bong rip or hit from a joint. I'm not doing this because there was a dramatic impact in my life or me smoking out has hurt anyone, it's more of an experiment. Realizing that this year I turn 26 and I've been high every day of my life from June 9, 2002 up until now was kind of weird, and I wanted to see how much weed has been negatively effecting me. A week into this and all I can say is that sobriety is fucking boring. If anything, marijuana gave me something to do or at least made everything and everyone around me interesting. I am so god damn bored and nothing helps, writing, exercising all this shit is just so...meh. So I'm asking the citizens of my lj friends page, a majority of which do not smoke...how the hell do you do it? What the fuck is so good about sobriety!? The world feels like it's putting me into a comma of boredom where I'd rather sleep than be awake. And this all after NOT smoking out. Is there some trick to any of this? I'm all ears cause otherwise these next three and a half months are going to be torture for me. Any suggestions would help.
Thank you
-Drew Manning