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Okay so I've decided that Travis and I "working out our problems" will NEVER work...We both depress the hell out of eachother. Even though he says I'll always be a big part of his life and he's never had a friend like me - I don't feel that way. The past 6 years have been hell for me. Our whole relationship was like a 6 year fling... and I hate that thought, but it's true. I don't think I can talk to him anymore, at all. Today is the end of that chapter in my life. So, I guess I'm going with my parents to Vegas afterall. Maybe that's for the best though, I can actually go back to school and get my life in order like it was before Anthony came along.
Everything was perfect back then... I kind of miss the days where I didn't have a fucktard to worry about cheating on me or deciding he didn't like me. Eh... in the words of Vin Diesel and Shannon Boone, "DONE AND DONE!"
Lyrics to the Current Song:
Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me? Oh, things are gonna happen naturally. I'm taking your advice and I'm looking on the bright side and balancing the whole thing. But it often times those words get tangled up in lies, and the bright light turns to night. Until the dawn it brings another day to sing about the magic that was you and me. Because you and I both loved, what you and I spoke of and others just read of, others only read of the love that I love. See I'm all about them words, over numbers, unencumbered numbered words. Hundreds of pages for words. More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive. Not so little you and I anymore... and with this silence brings a moral story more importantly evolving is the glory of a girl.
Well that and I’m almost finally out of... I'm free.
And it's okay if you had to go away. Just remember the telephone well they work both ways. But if I never ever hear them ring, if nothing else I'll think the bells inside have finally found you someone else and that's okay. Cause I remember everything you say.
Everything was perfect back then... I kind of miss the days where I didn't have a fucktard to worry about cheating on me or deciding he didn't like me. Eh... in the words of Vin Diesel and Shannon Boone, "DONE AND DONE!"
Lyrics to the Current Song:
Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me? Oh, things are gonna happen naturally. I'm taking your advice and I'm looking on the bright side and balancing the whole thing. But it often times those words get tangled up in lies, and the bright light turns to night. Until the dawn it brings another day to sing about the magic that was you and me. Because you and I both loved, what you and I spoke of and others just read of, others only read of the love that I love. See I'm all about them words, over numbers, unencumbered numbered words. Hundreds of pages for words. More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive. Not so little you and I anymore... and with this silence brings a moral story more importantly evolving is the glory of a girl.
Well that and I’m almost finally out of... I'm free.
And it's okay if you had to go away. Just remember the telephone well they work both ways. But if I never ever hear them ring, if nothing else I'll think the bells inside have finally found you someone else and that's okay. Cause I remember everything you say.