Mar 29, 2005 18:23
- I think that im gonig through a self-depression state. I dont really know how to explain it. but like last night and today sucked, but when im around my friends like Cora,and Maddie I'm all happy and junk, but when im with other people, im just upset. Like today. In second period my teacher gave me a detention for NOT talking and with her standing right next to me I was like "HOLY CRAP, I hate this shit" and put my head down on the desk and started to cry. But then 3rd period i have Cora in it and I was all happy. Samantha thinks im Bi-Polar, i dont think that I am, im just happier when im with my TRUE friends. but then again, isnt everyone?. but it was like starting to scare me the more i thought about it. i dont want to be "depressed" I use to always be all hyper and happy and junk and then latley its all changed. Certain people can make me laugh and i like being around London, Nathan and Wyatt but none of them can make me happy like Cora and Maddie can. I guess i have finally found my T R U E B E S T F R I E N D S, and im so grateful for them. I LOVE YOU GUYZ
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