As always...
Im just not happy. most days im just sad and have no motivation to do anything. I mean my life is so pointless, i go to school (which im so sick of) come home do homework and just sit on my ass, and since i can never fall asleep anymore i just lay awake in my bed staring at the wall. I just feel like im nothing most of the time and idk how to explain it. I thought i had changed but now all these stupid feelings are coming back to me, god damnit. i just dont know why im even alive, i just feel worthless. ah whatever