[mood|
indescribable]
ok let's see
"i have to say i said it/ i knew it" moments counter = 6357463535"
so, go to classes today, bad idea. i almost die. D:
but. i love my classmates and teachers. because they were all like "are you ok?" "how do you feel?" "do you need something?" "i was missing you ;O;" "thanks god you are better" "take your medicine!" and raburabu stuff like that.
etto.
tonichi-kun is avoiding me. i know that. i can feel it. and that makes me a bit emo, cause, maybe we are not the best friends or something (actually i think we are not even friends) but we always have a lot of confidence.... to tease each other..... like helga....and helga. (it's the best example that i can think, he doesn't love me, i don't love him thanks(i think)) and today he was all like "Monosyllabic answers" instead of his not lovely "are you stupid? how can you say that x'D"
i miss that. D:
and confuses me, because also today i discovered that he included me in his group, since i was not going to classes last week, so i have a group in that class thanks him, but he didn't say anything of that, and i'm stupid, didn't say a simple "thanks"
his mother is also worried. she thinks tonichi-kun is depressed. (not like me when i'm "depressed", i mean a real depression)
okay, now the pointless part of this entry
today:
in history
teacher said: "primitive men were not relating the birth, with the sexual act , so they thought women were magic"
classmate: "♥but women are magic D:"
all girls in the class: "aaaww♥"
all boys in the class: "X__x"
teacher: ":D"
me: "wait, aren't we talking constitution thing?"
eat chocolate in classes is the best thing ever.
I NEED KIMI WA PETTO, lfkdjgldfkjlkfg!!!
downloaded KAT-TUN, Ya-Ya-yah & DIRU shiny things, miyavi ones too!! my hard drive is crying.
mmm, be happy, please, this world needs more happy persons.
yeah, i can't be myself(i mean random) when i'm worried about that depression thing that maybe has my "i think actually he is not" friend. T___T i'm stupid
but tomorrow i'm going to be all bouncy (with my pneumonia) as always , because i can't be worried more than 13 hours. i know myself
tinny font, cause i feel like that
not checking spelling and grammar.
tere. i'm going to screen your comments(if you comment 9_9), but are important for me. it's just i have some classmates reading this. i'm 78% sure of it, so maybe this LJ will be 55% friends only.